Get off my back!!

what makes you think by not allowing me to go out, come home late, use the phone and giving me pep talks will eventually make me a better person?
come on!!i'm already 20 and doing all the things you should be doing when i'm supposed to be at the age of 12 is out of the question..
you never used to care about what i do..why start now..
just because we're living under the same roof doesn't make you people have the power to control my life??hah~too late..
stop telling me you care and that we are a family..bullshit!!
you should have tried years ago..not now..heh~you people are so pathetic..
you hated my friends, the clothes i wear and the language i used..hah~ you think my friends are uncultured-self-centered-youngsters-who-have-nothing-better-to-do-but-create-trouble-for-their-families bunch..and that i'm influenced by them..hahhahaha ya right!!you don't even know them!!!oh wait!!!you didn't even BOTHER!!
year after year..you hated my friends more and more..accusing them of corrupting me..hahahha stop don't blaming them...it's because of them that i remain sane...i have happy moments in life...and all you ever do is compare me with her!!!fuck you!!
doing just that will not turn me into her...and please just because she turned out fine doesn't make you an excellent parent...
i tried reasoning with myself..telling myself about all the sacrifices you made for us..but the hurt i felt all these years still have an overwhelming pain...arghh!!!
call me selfish if you want..i just wanted to be treated the same like her...be given the same amount of attention and love..throwing money at me won't fill the emptiness in me...seriously..i don't love you..never did..i just pretended that i do since it's normal for people to love their family...i'm not sorry for what i did..and that's that...
so leave me alone..