ur stories, my alibis

Speak to me tell me something so typical a lullaby or something so miserable that will keep me up at night cross out my eyes I know you planned it you know I love you and I can't stand it we just lost control Lie to me Give me something worth living for Tell me a reason worth fighting for Give me anything Anything to keep me breathing Lie to me Give me something worth living for Tell me a reason worth dying for Give me anything Anything to keep me breathing Lie to me tell me stories so beautiful an epic, or something so terrible that it makes me weep cross out these days on your calendar it hurts me so much and I'm not quite sure I care anymore

checkmate

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
-30s to mars: a beautiful lie

spending my sunday in e office.
im not liking this.
im forcing myself.
it is just a job, i agree.
but this is responsibility.
my responsibility.
&u don't get it.

no 2 things are e same.
ur job &mine. different
just because urs is much harder to accomodate to doesn't make mine any easier.
so much for me rescheduling my life to suit ur job.

//i seek solace from none

16.07.2007

still in e office.
suprised?
i think.. not~

i am so lazy these days.
hardly go out after work.
is getting old this bad.
damn!
imagine if i'm 30.
i bet i be working from home.

lol~

greenhouse effect

maybe it's time for me REDUCE:

• the sms
• the phonecall
• the cards
• the manjaness

//stopit! im not merajuking~

no joke.

if u knew me well, then why do it?
just why?
i just say what i felt at the moment.
did i tell u to do anything about it?
&yet after apologising u're still not okay?
this is so frustrating.
what am i to say again?

blame me & my stupid mouth.


//shutupla lyn.