SELAMAT HARI RAYA..ryt!

frankly i don't know what's the fuss about..
having the house spick and span...
buying tons of new clothes and shoes..
making variety of kuehs..
what is that all about?
are we celebrating the victory for fasting a whole month or just a time to outshine others..
haiz...this year raya sucks for me..
oh wait..it have always been sucky...

right smack in between

damn it...
i'm back where i started...
i have to do something about it...
it's bothering e like hell..
it bugged me so much that it kept me thinking..
should i change my mind or should i not...
it's not fair is it?
i think i know what to do...
i think so...haiz...

my hatred for you will never ceased

seriously..i hate you..
you are freeaking a pain in the ass..
always thinking you are right just because you're so called "THE MAN OF THE HOUSE"..
come on la..
don't expect others to respect you when you're behaving this way..
come on..
i don't know what she sees in you..
you have no responsibilty, you're a self-centered asshole..
let see how long you're going to live in comfort..
i will make sure you pay..

e other side of me

woke up today feeling depressed..
perhaps it's due to the fact i delibrately hurt someone..
and i certain know how one feels..
is it wrong for me to decide my course in life i wished to embark?
to set my own rules after so many years of abiding to others?
is it so wrong?
why is it that other's never want to respect my decision?
when all these while i always did respect yours..
hearing your every excuses to do things that hurt me delibrately..
and supposedly understand why you're acting this way and that..
accepting you the way it is all the time..
and you not wanting to do the same..
hear me out for once..
understand me..please..
i plead with you..