Promo

hello people!!!doing a li' promo here..the song you're listening now is by BV'Flav'r..hehehe

in school right now..supposed to be studying but heck!!hahaha if you're still wondering whether i've gotten debarred..i really have no freaking idea..hahha it's not that i don't care it's just i really don't know how to save my fucked-up ass this time round...ermmm

*to be continued.....

W A R N I N G--> i mean it people

in case you're shock to hear taufik singing in the background..don't be okay??ehhhe i decided to upload the song "Let's Stay Together" sang by taufik during one of the singapore idol's episode..hahha i simply love the way he sang...ooooooohhhhh.....
taufik taufik taufik...when can i actually see you in person??you never fail to make my heart melt...aaaaaaahhhhhh....
okay never mind mr taufik now..hmm..jst got back from work actually..about an hour ago..decided to log in and update...hahha don't know what's up with me today...
hmmm....ahhahhahhahha
:P

falling into place

after so long..finally things have finally fallen into their respective places...it's such a pleasant feeling...never felt better...today was one of the few rare days that i can actually laugh and smile throughout the day...
you really made my day...wished things will always go this smooth...but i doubt it...nothing's perfect...
so i can only keep on praying...

DISAPPEAR

how i wish the earth will just open up and swallow me right now...i feel shitty..i don't understand it..i really don't...
is it due to my poor english that you can't seem to understand what i wish to put across??
i really am at a lost now...nothing seems to go right...even if it did..it won't last even a day..am i that bad at expressing what i actually feel(think)??
i really feel stoopid..i can't even express my feelings right...fuck shit...
my debarrment letter is already on the way...that's enough to make my head spin...and this have to happen...arghhhh...
*banged head on wall*
i feel sick all of a sudden...now i lost my desire to study....fuck shit...if given a choice now..i wish to digging a deep trench and bury myself in it...

insert a proper title yourself

oooooooo..it's sooooo long since i last blogged...it's already the start of the 1week break befoe the common test..ahh finally ..i get a break from all the morning classes which i have been skipping alot before this..wahhahha
yawnz!just woke up...hehhee
the last few weeks was really happening...
went johor with the cafe kids, became a dj during the school's open house, met various artists at the cafe, got a not-so-new phone courtesy of Nad, fell terribly sick and lots more which sadly i can't seem to remember...
Hah~ typically Lyn..

have i changed?been asking myself that for sometime now..am i selfish?i have no idea, or maybe i didn't notice...all i did was think about what I want and I think is right for me..does using the word I in most of my sentences and decisions wrong?frankly i don't think so..i don't know how to put it across to others...for once let me be selfish...let me have the right to..i still remember the "lyn you're too nice.." and when i finally learn to put self before others this have to happen..
sheeeshhh...after being alive for so long..i finally have the power to say NO when i want to..instead of being submissive...if you're saying i'm being selfish..think again..are you being fair by giving me limited options?

Ladies..What do you think of this??

Girls should not always criticize about what guys wear.
We all know that we treasure our pride.When guys have problems, don't make him sit there to listen to you.
He probably wants to be alone.
When guys wear "comfortable clothing" like bermudas and slippers, REMEMBER that no matter what girls wear, guys would always say girls look good.
Girls should be soft and gentle. Guys LIKE it.
When girls have that "time of the month", don't agitate the guy.IT IS NO EXCUSE to get angry.
It's going to continue on for most of your life. CONTROL IT!
Girls want time with their girl friends. Guys want time with their buddies too.
Girls should always wash their hair. Guys love to smell a girls hair.
It's our way of showing affection.
Guys are not bastards. When we have sex, we involve our emotions
too. Understand that. Or it wouldn't be called "making love".
Don't expect a guy to always call girls, We WANT to be PAMPERED too!
When guys are angry, it doesn't mean that we don't love you. It's
because we love you. When you find a mistake in a guy, don't bombard him in front of
his buddies.
Talk to him privately. How do you like it when he does it to you?
When guys smoke, remember, it's part and parcel of life. Smoking
doesn't change his attitude towards you.
Girls should never get drunk. It reflects a lot on you.
Lastly, don't ever think that the guy doesn't love you. Guys do cry behind closed doors.
Remember, at the end of the day, we still love each other

Turn me ON

hahaha..dont't get me wrong...i'm not horny or anything...i just don't know what title to put so since i'm listening to kevin lyttle's turn me on might as well name my entry as that...
for those who were expecting for the unexpected, expect nothing ok.?hahha :P
my chest hurts..my throat's burning...arghh...going to be sick...aiyooo...
working tomorrow.... DIE!!!
i'm still hoping for taufik to drop by though...
arghhh!!!!!

Love Me Love Me

You should let me love you
let me be the one who
gives you everyhting you want and need
Baby good live and protection
make me your selection
show you the way love's supposed to be
you should let me love you(love you)
love you

You Should Let Me Love You - Mario Winans

having tummy cramps now...yeap..1st day...arghh...very the pain...at the complab now with D&D...just came back from meeting yee...amazingly he didn't screw us today..hmmm...(semalam dapat kott??)hahhah
waiting for him to message..meeting up for dinner...hahha wondering why i'm still meeting him up??well simple...i love his company...not that we're together or anythingla..really~just purely-innocent-relationship-between-a-guy-and-a-girl...then again maybe NOT!!ahhaha *naughty thoughts in mind*
so far so good..school's good..so is work...so i've got nothing to worry about...except..that i migth be getting warning letter again...sorryla..not my fault what..i can't seem to be able to get up early in the morning...
ooooohhh yah...i'm wearing a CAP today..yes...i know cap and lyn don't go together..but heck!!!i'm having a bad hair day seh..
okay now i'm alone in the lab...
hmmmmmmmm...want to do something naughty??

FAT HOPE LAR!!!you think i porn star arhh??hahaha
:P

Over and Over and Over and Over Again

I cant wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And its a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
-Nelly - Over and over

haiz...i been repeating the above song over and over again...see?!!how much the song have affected me?..arghhh!!!sheesshh...i missed him.. i missed the good old times together..and i mean literally together...had dinner with him yesterday...all the time i was holding back...if you're wondering why...read below for better clarity of the situation..
the moment i saw him, i giving him a real squeeze..telling him how much i miss him..how i actually liked the way he dressed..(he's wearing my cap* beaming with pride*) i can't seem to be able to keep my hands of him...err...that sounded wrong...i mean i can't stop pinching his cheeks, arm, thighs, biting him on the arm and giving him a slap on the back...arghhh!!!!it was so hard controlling myself yesterday...it took every ounce of energy in me...
what the hell!!!!yea yea he's not mine...but heck...i still adore him alot...
arghhh!!!!!!

Moving On

happy new year to all!!heh~it's already 5 days into year 2005...and i just manage to update..sorry lar..not that i deliberately want to mah~hahahha well it's a brand new year...lol~ and i still have not gone partying yet..maybe later...still trying to find time to boogie...
haiz...okaylah..i really don't feel like blogging..hahha sorry!!next time perhaps...muacks!!

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