plastermefeet

just 5days...
and my practically all my toes are covered in band aid...
haiz..
james blunt's music absolutely gorgeous...
you should really listen to him..
especially goodbye my lover..
i nearly teared..



//sometimes its better if we just shut up...

i own them by the minutes~ bluek!

waiting is all ive been doing and ill be doing...
sheessshhhh~
i have so much time in hand..
and im getting paid for it...
good huh?
oh well...
another 3+hours more to waste...
hmm..
now what shall i do..
dig my nose?
hahaha!!!
oklah....
chiao...

bon jour!

hey2!!
its been days since i last update..
been busy..
haha right!!
nothing much to do at the office the last 2days..
apparently i dont have a personal pc so..
i cant start work..
so end up helping banz with her work..
ahakz!!
hmmm..
well..
the people at work are okay~
haha!!
oh! you know what?
this thursday will be my last day working at videoezy..
*sigh*
going to miss the place..
including deen, carolin, shuhui, esther n sam..
hur hur hur...
sad lah..
no more free rentals 4 me...
damn!
oh well..
i can afford it anyway!!
*wink2*
okay people i got to go now..
til then..
bye2..


//can i be our "personal assistant" 2??hehe

dayfive

for once in 3weeks...
i went to the mosque without retaliation...
hah~
yeay!! 9more days...
tomorrow will be my 1st day working as a secretary!!
i wonder how it be like?
hmmm...
1stthing 1st..
I MUST NOT BE LATE!!!
hahaha~
discipline now lyn...
okay got to go get some new clothes!!!



//boyfren.. oh boyfren...*haiz*

Bila Rindu

[Mira]
Di kamar awan yang kelabu
Seakan ku hilangkan rindu
Membawa kenangan semalam
Sewaktu bersama mu
.
*[Fuad]
Terasa indahnya dunia
Saat kita masih bersama
Tempuhi kenangan yang silam
Membuatku terlena
.
Chorus
[Mira]
Bila rindu.... ku sebut nama mu
Bila resah.... menyesak di dada
[Fuad]
Bila rindu.... ku panggil nama mu
Bila resah... gelisah terasa
.
[Mira]
Kemanakah hati ini kan ku bawa
.
[Mira]/[Fuad]
Kau ku nanti di hujung rindu
Dan bertemu di dalam khayalan
[Fuad]/[Mira]
Kan ku nanti di puncak rasa
Asmara cinta membakar jiwa
.
[Fuad and Mira]
Ku berikan hati ini kepadamu... kekasihku
.
- Repeat from * -

whats up doc?no..

im falling sick..
darn it!!
just when im about to embark on my new job...
geeeshhh!!!
oh well~
pay will be in within an hour..
and im off to buy new clothes...
monday!~!!!oh monday!!!
now what should i buy?
bag?
shirts?
a couple of skirts??
woot2!!!
lyn is going to be one pretty lady on monday...
a pretty hott one too..
hahaha!!!


//10more days...and its over...

the ghost

conversations after conversations...
its just innocent meaningless conversations...
heh~
lets just keep it that way...
its a wonder how long it takes to bury whats past...


//im living my life after midnight...

for now, i just want YOU

as i look into your eyes
i see all the reasons why
my life's worth a thousand skies
you're the simplest love i've known
and the purest one i'll own
know you'll never be alone

chorus:
my baby you
are the reason i could fly
and 'cause of you
i don't have to wonder why
baby you
there's no more just getting by
you're the reason i feel so alive

though these words i say are true
they still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do
how do i explain that smile
and how it turns my world around
keeping my feet on the ground

repeat chorus

i will soothe you if you fall
i'll be right there if you call
you're my greatest love of all

repeat chorus

arianna i feel so alive

Marc Anthony - My Baby You

Thank U GOD!!

geeesh!!!
guess what??
i passed!!!
absolutely not with flying colours..
but yeah!
i PASSED...
this means alot of things...
1stly..
im getting my damn scroll!!!
ive waited 4years, mind you..
FOURyears...
yeay2!!
*did a lil dance across the room*
okay back to this..
2ndly..
i can expect more salary of course...
hehehe!!!
3rdly..
dearmom can be PROUD of me...
and 4thly...
i get to go graduation ceremony!!!and scrap it off my wishlist!!!!
woot2!!

ohh guess i forgot to mentioned something..
i got a job..
at banz workplace..
as a secretary...
how kinky!!!
getting roughly 1.5k..
went for the interview yesterday...
coolness huh??!!
im so happy...
i feel so complete...
for once..
things are beginning to turn out alright...
dearmom willhave stop nagging...heh~
i have a wonderful boyfrensoldier, surrounded by bestest great friends...
a promising job waiting for me...
awww... im so happy....
i could just kiss the screen now...

//my baby you...my lucky charm you...

im IT

1. the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover
2. need to mention the sex of the target
3. tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their comments. this is supposed to be a game. once you are tagged, you are supposed to answer these questions in your own blog.


1) he must be straight..ahha well at least a bi..haha
2) height doesnt matter really... but at least same height la..
3) share e same liking in music..i like heavy stuff...
4) loves me 4 whu i am..able to accept my past...
5) hopeslessly romantic...haha i like 2 haf swt nothings whispered in my ear sumtimes..
6) great kisser!!!i like sum tongue exercise...maybe a lil aerobic or 2?hahaha kinky!!
7) i haf tis ting wit menINgreen since 4ever..so yea..i wan a SOLDIER baby...
8) a joker.. yes!!sum1 whu can make me laugh..n laugh at me wen i do silly things.. yes2..definitely a joker..


my target is of course a male..haha unless anyone out there wants to bring out the bi- in me..hurhurhur!!!
well im taken..hahah sorry!!
and apparently he fits the bill..
just nice..
woot2!!
my fantasydream of wanting a soldier fulfilled!!!


The 8 victims I'm tagging:
1) nut
2) small
3) cher
4) Reader A
5) Reader B
6) Reader C
7) Reader D
8) Reader E

anione can do this.. not many people read my blog.. so yah!!
give it a go!!!

day two pt2

took the long detour home today...
i missed the "walk"...
got my 2week cheque finally..
not much..
got to last til 1st of april..
officially a full-timer by 3rd of april..
truthfully...
i really am at a lost..
so lets just end it here before i ramble further..


//12days..just 12days...

day two

time is passing rather slow today...
another an hour and half to work...
went out with dearmum..
bought some groceries..
ate lunch at KFC...
yea..
thats about it..


//what the hell was i thinking when i said i be okay... 2weeks!! goddamnit!!!

happy one month ayan!!

oooowooow!!!
2day marks my 1st month with you!!
haha!!
yes its only been one month...
O.N.L.Y!!
we have eactly forty-7months to go..
hehehe...


//lets outwit, outplay and outlast others

elo cik

sweaty palms, shakey knees...
heh~
never felt this scared before...
but hey i did it...
yeay!!
achievement sey...


//more invites now baby?

you blew me away

its way past midnight..
and im still not in bed..
its not that i cant sleep..
i can..
but i dont want to..
why is that?
i missed you..
do you know that?
call me crazy..
call me insane...
but i dont think i can survive the next 2weeks...
bah~
come to think of it..
i dont even think i could survive tonight...

//now do that thing again...

2 weeks of agony

tomorrow marks the 1st..
heh~
but you wont be here now would you?
2weeks..
14days..
336hours..
20160minutes..
1209600seconds..
bah!!
serve me right for wanting a soldier for a boyfren.... *boohoo*

oh..
the interview have been postponed...
haha yessah!!!
now i could buy some time to prepare myself...
this is huge..
if i actually get the job..
wow!!
i could actually get married in 4years..
er.. okay forget i ever said that..
*bleurgh*


//baby, when can we dance??

breaking hearts

the truth is out..
im sorry...

T is for tekong

stripey shirt and jeans plus pointey heels...
went for my interview this morning...
and ended up late cos taxiuncle dont know his roads well enough..
okay..
so my morning didnt start off too well..
never mind that..
when i finally reached the office, whereby i was 30mins late..
i was told to wait cos york cheng was in a meeting..
okay...
so i waited..
well to cut it short..
i might get the job la..
still waiting for letter of approval...
heh~
ehh!!!!
another good news!!!
banz just called..
and she asked if i would like to be a secretary...
wooot2!!
kinky huh?
well i said yea..
why not..
try my luckla..
hehehe..


//saturday please come soon....please.....

you and me

oh!!
happy berfday a-yan!!!
like finally...
now we are even...
heh~
cant wait for saturday!!
ooo-wooo!!!

pass me the aspirin

numbing feeling in the right side of the brain...
lack of sleep?
troubling thoughts?
too much caffeine?
*shrug*
oh well...
another cup for me please..
extra strong this time round...

realization

finally i knew how to change the chinese characters on my blogger to english..
heh~
its so simple really...
and oh!
have you realised that ive been blogging way too often these days...
heh~
its way better cos the blardy blog cant answer back...
no sneering..
no jeering..
absolute silence...
pppeeerrrrfect...
it felt great..
like having the bestest best friend..!

taken back to a day when eyes said so much more than hollow words screamed. sometimes these stares left scars. and now our thoughts collide. at 2am our lips spark fire to the horizon. bathe these streets in gasoline, we'll dress this city in flames. words are worthless when looks can betray us. lives are broken when romance dies... sleep with photographic memories, they lay deceased. and now all i have is this gallery of faded pictures... in the crimson daylight and the garden of grey roses is still there... and they smell so sweet. words are worthless when looks can betray us. lives are broken when romance dies... they hide knives in their smiles. fake apathy to avoid a broken heart. so ill write this story one last time. these pages are worn some empty inside. but i speak my heart, i give my word, and all i ask is for nothing in return. just take me for what im worth, take me for what you see, cause i cant live without you. you mean everything to me.

-love me this way always will you?

ooooooowwwweeeeeeeee

2nd cup of coffee downed...
heh~
still counting...

blah!

took it off ayi-s blog..

1) 10 years ago what did you think you would be doing now?
married with tons of kids...[really thats what i thought la]

2) Where do you think you will be in 5 years from now?
probably still the same as i am now...or probably married with a cute baby girl?

3) Do you live life one day at a time or look to the future.
well...i would love to live by the day...but heck i cant help thinking bout the future...and yes that kinda freak me out...

4) Do you wish you could go back in time and undo something in your life?
yes please..theres so many memories i wish to erase...but then again if they were erased.. i wont be what i am today and i doubt i would have met you..

5) If you could send a message back in time and give a younger version of yourself some advice, what would it be?
heh~ theres so many things i would like to tell myself..well at least convince myself la..but i could i would say...ignore what others have to youngerLyn...they dont own you...but tooo late....

draining away

being twenty1 is really giving me a headache...
dearmum and sis is pestering me to change..
cos theyre planning to visit the Holy Land end of the year...
heh~
i mean...
what the hell..
not that i dont want to go..
i do...
but not now...
i dont like to be force to do anything..
and definitely not in this matter...
im not ready..
not yet...
i wish i could just say no...
but i cant..
i dont know what to do...
i know im twenty1..
im supposed to finish school..
get a job and support the family...
i want to do all that..
but i cant muster enough strength...
heck!
i dont even know if im getting the damn cert...
now tell me where do i go from here...
my heads all messed up...
i just want to cry...
i cant stand another moment being me...
im a total failure..


//hold me now will you?please....?

test test

how long do you think i could go without sleeping?
1st cup of coffee downed..
another 1 more to go?
or lots more...
hmmmm...

//should i call you or should i not?

bury my head

i dont wish to sleep..
im so afraid..
afraid what tomorrow have in store for me..
what my future holds for me...
f*ck!!
im suffocating here...
so kill me someone...
anyone....

big fat *rse

i hate sitting around like animals waiting to be slaughtered...
why cant they spare me the pain and present me my death roll..
at least give me an indication...
so i could waste no time in taking my life away....
retribution is it not?

1/3 of 2006 have already past..
and im still here uncertain of my future...
imagine a life without the certs..
oh god!
im in deep shit...
so an alternative would be me resorting to making babies instead..legally of course!!
what do you think?!

2 of e pantatz male counterpart are serving the nation now..
and one of them happen to be in the same bunk with hewhoishallnotname...
not that im shocked/suprised...
i knew that bound to happen..
heh~
so predictable~
so lets not carry on shall we?

my lil green man is still stuck in camp...
sleepin on the phone right now..
hurhurhurhur!!!
oh! you sleepyhead!!
3more days to your special day!!!
yeay!!
okay lets save the sappy moments...
and spare whoever whos reading this pukey session...

//come home tomorrow will you?

n they went "poof!!"

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you're near
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you're near
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Hoobastank - Disappear

how true are you?

Tulus - Radja

kekasih aku tak mengerti
apa yg ada di dalam hatimu
kau diam kau tersenyum pada aku
di saat aku salah

jangan pernah dustai hati
bila memang sudah tak cinta lagi
percuma bila terus bersama
pastikan terpisah

tuluskah hatimu mencintai aku
bila aku pernah menyakiti hatimu
maafkan aku, lupakanlah aku
bila itu maumu

tuluskah hatimu mencintai aku
bila aku pernah melakukan salah
maafkan aku, lupakanlah aku
namun jangan tinggalkan cintaku

jangan pernah dustai hati
bila memang sudah tak cinta lagi
percuma bila terus bersama
pastikan terpisah

re-do the un-done

my left hand is naked...
black band have been returned to source...
heh~
a throbbing head, a runny nose and tear-dried eyes doesnt stop me from braving the cold sea breeze...
frantic phonecalls to galfren to soothe the nerve-wrecking-head-spinning situation...
thosai and pasar malam walk to end the day...
inclusive of a wonderful reminder of the previouslife...
heh~


//lets just let nature run its own course... i dont wish to bother....

in case ure an ALIEN

:: Men are like place mats.
They only show up when there's food on the table.


:: Men are like mascara.
They usually run at the first sign of emotion.


:: Men are like government bonds.
They take so long to mature.


:: Men are like parking spots.
The good ones are taken and the rest are handicapped.


:: Men are like lava lamps.
Fun to look at, but not very bright.


:: Men are like bank accounts.
Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest.


:: Men are like high heels.
They're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it.


:: Men are like curling irons.
They're always hot and they're always in your hair.


:: Men are like miniskirts.
If you're not careful, they'll creep up your legs.

bizarre

arghh!!!
niari really is my hari s*al...
had a bad haircut...
it's really short now...
gone have my long-not-so-manageable-hair...
a near-missed of not meeting yan-i...
and galfren_erwina...
but all turned well indeed...
heeeheeeheee....
met both galfren_erwina and yan-i...
hahaha..
even met azim too...
sheeshhh...
the four of us...
pelik bin benar...
oh do you know(well i bet everybody knew) coffee bean cheesecake is sooo heavenly and cheap too...
wooo....

//2days...just me and you...wooooooo.........

things associating with...YOU

doublecheeseburger, sampoerna, chemong, prettyprettyprettylights, zookeeper'sboy, caramelfrappucinowithchocolatedrizzle, o-wooo!tadalamputadalampu, cantek skali, walkinghome, angra, latenightphonecalls, earlymorningphonecalls, green........

my words to you

I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love

-TLC: i missed you so much-

my late nights

right now...
im listening to every single breath you take...
*in the background puffdaddy belting out*
every breathe you take...
every move you make....
-snap back to reality-
now where was i? oh yes...
unlike in sappyloveymovies...
im here..
while youre there...
well i missed you...
heh~
there i said it...
finally ive decided to tell them galfrens...
and it definitely lifted this heavy burden off my shoulder...
i hate hiding things from you ladies...(pasal aku sayang korangla)
so dearnut..
whens yours?
hurhurhur~
then maybe finally we can have a triple date...
and i could strike it of my wishlist..
let me do some math now...
in approximately 22Hours=1352Minutes=81151Seconds..oh wait..81150Seconds...no..
81149Seconds...ermm minus them off yourself la..
you will be back!!! yeay!!!

by now-

You said you had nothing to say. And it's bad but I like it that way-- holding regret at my side, taking success without pride. "Just get in the car, I want to go for a ride."

And you go so slow, that I might know by now.

The letters all twisted and curled, trapped in the hands of a girl who knows the words by heart. So, is this the end or the start? Do I give up and let us fall apart? It seems like a lot to lose.

Then you realize you're playing a game and the rules are all subject to change. And winning is more than making her stay.

So I say "goodnight," under a broken street light.

torn and tattered

this is definitely wearing me thin...

i cant figure out why?

is it just me or does mostall bassist are either supercute or superhott??

//a-yan, jgn perasan pls...hurhurhur!!!

the phonecall

8.39am...
ermmm...
a wee bit early for a chat...
but heck!!
im wide awake now..
thanks to you...
boy!!! can this lil orang utan wake up early..
heh~
oh well..
that really made my day anyway...
haha..
had my dose of morning silly-ness and insults + laughter...
weeee...

//counting the hours til your return...
oh shut up people!!!!
hahaha!!!

horoscope baby

FEBRUARY
U R REALLY NICE AND U HAVE A GREAT LIFE. U R NOT ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO R ASSHOLES TO MOST OTHER PEOPLE. U R ATTRACTIVE AND WELL KNOWN. U GET ALL THE GUYS/GIRLS U WANT. U HAVE BEAUTIFUL EYES AND THAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT U. U HAVE A NICE PERSONALITY AND A STRONG SENSE OF HUMOR. BE CAREFUL THOUGH U ARENT A GOOD LISTENER AT TIMES AND U MIGHT NEED SOME MORE ADVICE BECAUSE THINGS MAKE COME ALONG IN YOUR LIFE THAT U REALLY NEED TO KNOW ABOUT.

could it be?

FallOutBoy - It's Not A Side Effect Of The Cocaine. I Am Thinking It Must Be Love

why can you read me like no one else?
I hide behind these words
but I'm coming out
I wish I kept them behind my tongue
I hide behind these words
but I'm coming out

put your hand between
an aching head and an aching world
we'll make them so jealous
we'll make them hate us
an aching head and an aching world
we'll make them so jealous
we'll make them so jealous

all the ways you make my stomach turn
and all the long drives
with my friends blur
and I wish I kept them inside my mind
I hide behind these words

and think of all the places
where you've been lost
and then found...out
in between my sheets
in between the rights and the wrongs

put your hand between
an aching head and an aching world
we'll make them so jealous
we'll make them hate us
aching head and an aching world
think of all the places
where you've been lost and found...out

big-momma-to-be

i cant stop eating..
gosh!!!
i must be craving something...
no people..
im not expecting...
if thats what you think...
i need something...
round...
fluffy...
juicy and saucy...
wooo...
double cheese...

//oi balek cepat la..aku nak makan mac ni..ish!!!

i cant do this nomore

patience is something i lack...
and definitely this waiting is driving me nuts...
serves me right to date lil' orang utan...
sheeshhh....
pay's coming in on tuesday...
scrimp and save lyn..
scrimp n save...
resist all the worldly tempations...
no shopping..
no frapp..
no movies..
okay...lets not b so harsh now..
a frapp or 2 wont hurt?
now does it?
ohh!!!
guess what?!!
im going to the zoo..
yeay!!!

*sings*
take me out to the zoooo-oo
take me out to the zoooo
take me out to the zoooo-oo
take me out to the zoooo

wow!!im a double HOTTIE!!

Z : You're Super cool
A : YOU'RE A HOTTIE
L : You always make other people smile when you smile
I : Love is something you deeply believe in
N : your sex is unforgettable
A : YOU'RE A HOTTIE

***The Alphabet:
A : YOU'RE A HOTTIE
B : you are loved by alot of ppl
C : you're wild and crazy
D : You have trouble trusting people
E : You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people
F:People totally adore you
G : You are very friendly and understanding
H : You have very good personality and looks
I : Love is something you deeply believe in
J : Everyone loves you
K : You like to try new things
L : You always make other people smile when you smile
M : You are beautiful, and sexy
N : your sex is unforgettable
O : You love foreplay
P : You are very friendly and understanding
Q : You are a hypocrite
R: Someone loves you
S : People think you are so sexy
T : You are one of the best in bed
U : You are really chill V : You are not judgemental
W : You are very broad minded
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : you make every experience great
Z : You're Super cool

27% spoiled..

here is somehting i found on my friendster bulletin..

How spoiled are you? Count the X's and put Total at the bottom, and maybe in your topic title.
[x] A cell phone.
[ ] Your own computer.
[ ] Your own car.
[ ] Good grades.
[ ] Dior sunglasses.
[ ] Burberry purse.
[x] A boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] Every Fall Out Boy CD.
[ ] Something from versace
[ ] Something from Abercrombie.
[ ]Something from Hot Topic.
[ ] A Pet.
[x] Some type of trophy/award.
[ ] Queen size bed.
[ ]an ipod
[ ] a jersey from a professional team
[ ]more than $50 in my purse/wallet
[x] a radio/cd player
[ ] Monster,Full Throttle,Amp,Etc. In Your Fridge
[ ] Something related to lil wayne
[ ] Xanga.
[x] Myspace.
[ ] A desk in your room.
[ ] A backyard.
[ ] DDR.
[ ] a snowboard
[x] Alarm clock.
[ ] A pair of ice skates
[ ] Rollerblades.
[ ] Treadmill.
[ ] your own phone line
[ ] AIM.
[ ] Yahoo!
[x] MSN.
[x] Own name in computer.
[x] Perfume/cologne.
[x] Bath and body works lotion.
[x] Necklaces & bracelets & earrings.
[x] A journal/diary
[x] toothbrush.
[ ] peaches in your fridge
[ ] x's in your screename
[ ] a birthday in september
[ ] a famous relative
[x] A relative that lives in a different state.
[x] A disowned relative.
[ ] An electric scooter.
[ ] Your own bathroom.
[ ] Your own band.
[ ] Any rock band shirts.
[ ] Gamecube.
[ ] A guitar.
[ ] A hammock.
[ ] A basketball hoop.
[ ] A soccer net or lacrosse
[ ] A bike.
[ ] A mini van.
[ ] A relative that lives in california
[ ] A VC Andrews book.
[x] a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes.
[x] Bad grades.
[ ] A locker at school.
[ ] A baby.
[ ] A pet chimpanzee.
[ ] Sparkly blue nail polish.
[ ] A "vote for pedro" tshirt/hoody.
[x] The movie "The 40 Year Old Virgin".
[ ] A promise ring.
[ ] A pool table.
[ ] Swimming pool.
[ ] Trampoline.
[x] Livejournal.
[x] Flip flops.
[ ]Steve Madden shoes.
[ ] The Sims.
[ ] A ping pong table.
[ ] Air hockey table.
[ ] A basement.
[x] Converses.
[x] Construction paper,
[x] markers, crayons, etc.
[ ] coloring books.
[ ] A nice singing voice.
[ ] XBOX.
[ ] PS2.
[ ] Rose Red movie.
[ ] Wife beaters.
[x] VCR/DVD.
[x] A Mom or a Dad.
[ ] An older brother(s).
[ ] A younger brother(s).
[x] An older sister(s).
[ ] A younger sister(s).
[ ] A sled.
[ ] A lake/pond near my house.
[x] Friends who you love.

count all the X's and put it as " % spoiled" for your topic

dying in here

rotting at home..
no plans..
no job..
no money...
bah~

the agonising wait begins

damn...
i could just see graduation day image blurring out...
haiz...
so long is the wait?
a month?
before i getting a slip of paper indicating my ill-fate...
i feel so stoopid...
i cant even get my diploma..
what the hell...
a disgrace i am...
wish i could dig a trench and bury myself...
no more dreams...
i just want to die...