hey guys..need your help..my previous blog template was deleted off...so i've lost all your links..so can yoiu guys kindly tag me with your addy please thanks..
i still am computer-less..yeap..so i won't be able to blog that often..
my exams are over so basically i am rotting at home with nothing to do..that exclude household chores...i am temporarily handphoneless..so if you need to reach me just give me a call at home...or tag me alright?
my life's ok..i guess...just plain boring...and broke..not sure when i'll start working...miss you guys...my pantatz...my old secondary friends...my boyfriend...yes..B...i missed you...so quit smiling now...
arghh..i am sooooooo BORED!!!!can't stand sitting at home any longer...
*hint²..
if you can't quite get want hint² means...okay...follow the inmstructions below:
1. pick up the damn phone/handphone which ever suit you best..
2. dial my home no.
3. ask to speak to me...
4. ask how's my day...
note: if you want to make my day..ask me out..and if you want to make me more happy...say that you will "blanja" me...
PS: only applicable to "loaded" people/boyfriend...
see..how easy the instructions are??..ahhahha so what are you waiting for...go ahead and do it...i will be waiting for your call....
thank you for your time...
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Friday, October 22, 2004
Announcement:
Guys...My line have been disconnected..so if you need anything call my house okay??thanks!!!
Diagnosed with Idol Fever...
it's true...hahha...after weeks of watching Singapore Idol...i admit i am beginning to enjoy watching it...heh~ funny huh??and to make things worse i think Taufik's cute...okay B...you can stop reading already...ehehhe :P
i really love the way he groove to the music..his moves..his velvety voice..his round eyes...OOooOOooOOoo...hahaha okay enough..
i really love the way he groove to the music..his moves..his velvety voice..his round eyes...OOooOOooOOoo...hahaha okay enough..
Thursday, October 07, 2004
dying..
i'm dying..really i am...i am in a state of exhaustion, depression and stress...shheesshh..i have not been sleeping well the last 2 weeks...i'm depressed 'cause i can't seem to complete my assignments...i'm stressed 'cause my 1st paper is next Friday!!!arghhh...i really feel like giving up...i can't keep up anymore...arghh....i need sleep...i need food...
oh yah..jus a reminder..my line have been suspended...so no outgoing for the next 1week..so please give me a call instead of messaging...thank you...
haiz..i don't think i will be able to make it...i'm dying...to all my friends thank you for tolerating my nonsenses, my pitchy-toned voice, my habit of finishing your un/finished food, my constant whinning, my non-stop blabbering about my big boobs(jane, stop grinning, my buih-ing, my bitching, my ugly face in your birtday pictures etc...(just add more if you oks?) okay..going to rest in my coffin now...see you all "later"...
oh yah..jus a reminder..my line have been suspended...so no outgoing for the next 1week..so please give me a call instead of messaging...thank you...
haiz..i don't think i will be able to make it...i'm dying...to all my friends thank you for tolerating my nonsenses, my pitchy-toned voice, my habit of finishing your un/finished food, my constant whinning, my non-stop blabbering about my big boobs(jane, stop grinning, my buih-ing, my bitching, my ugly face in your birtday pictures etc...(just add more if you oks?) okay..going to rest in my coffin now...see you all "later"...
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Turning blue in the face..i'm dying...
*coughs
been coughing for weeks now..in school right now..i still can't find answers to my MENG1 praticals..oh my god..what am i to do??haiz...i'm giving up this instance...by the way...like the song??very old song huh??yeap..i love this song..haiz..it's already mid week and i still feel like SHIT...damn..i need a break soon...my head's going to burst anytime soon...been eating painkillers every night...one day i am going to die of O.D...haiz...meeting Honey today...accompanying her to her auditions..haiz haiz haiz haiz...
been coughing for weeks now..in school right now..i still can't find answers to my MENG1 praticals..oh my god..what am i to do??haiz...i'm giving up this instance...by the way...like the song??very old song huh??yeap..i love this song..haiz..it's already mid week and i still feel like SHIT...damn..i need a break soon...my head's going to burst anytime soon...been eating painkillers every night...one day i am going to die of O.D...haiz...meeting Honey today...accompanying her to her auditions..haiz haiz haiz haiz...
Bon Jovi - Always
This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now i'm drowning in the flood
You see i've always been a fighter
But without you i give up
Now i can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, i guess i'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And i will love you, baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
And i'll love you - always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What i'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, i'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish i was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, i will love you baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And i will love you, baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
And i'll love you - always
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now i'm drowning in the flood
You see i've always been a fighter
But without you i give up
Now i can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, i guess i'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And i will love you, baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
And i'll love you - always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What i'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, i'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish i was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, i will love you baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And i will love you, baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
And i'll love you - always
Monday, October 04, 2004
monday-afternon-blues part2
if you're lloking for part1...you won't find it...'cause the post have yet to be posted when the window closed!!!stinking shit...now i have to re-type all over again...oh wait..nah~i think this will be a new entry...sheeshh!!!*&^&$^%^#$!@$
anyway...i'm in school right now...it's a lovely hot afternoon...the sky is blue...wait..hasn't it always been??..err never mind...haiz...it's the last week if school...i still have remaining assignments to hand up...not sure if i can finish in time for submission..we'll see...
last friday was Nut's 19th birthday..and we celebrated it at boat quay...it's been a long time since i set foot there...exactly 5 years...and i'm not kidding...it's was lovely...glowing red sky...the lights and sounds was amazingly soothing...wished i could share it with you...haiz...back to the story...ijjad, raz and i..later joined by dzool, faz and shark...sat on the stairs over looking the river...ijjad sang while strumming the guitar...songs like belaian jiwa, putri, fixing a broken heart etc..brought tears to my eyes...i don't know why...i envied the "couples" there...making me yearn for that warmth of a hug...oh man~..nonetheless after chilling out...we all decided to have supper at shah alam restaurant...the food's not bad..since i ate almost half of raz's mee goreng...sorry girl..then we went for a walk along the singapore river...it was great fun...it's been so long since i laughed so hard...it's been great guys..it really was...i really needed it..i missed you the company...i really do...thank you so much...
anyway...i'm in school right now...it's a lovely hot afternoon...the sky is blue...wait..hasn't it always been??..err never mind...haiz...it's the last week if school...i still have remaining assignments to hand up...not sure if i can finish in time for submission..we'll see...
last friday was Nut's 19th birthday..and we celebrated it at boat quay...it's been a long time since i set foot there...exactly 5 years...and i'm not kidding...it's was lovely...glowing red sky...the lights and sounds was amazingly soothing...wished i could share it with you...haiz...back to the story...ijjad, raz and i..later joined by dzool, faz and shark...sat on the stairs over looking the river...ijjad sang while strumming the guitar...songs like belaian jiwa, putri, fixing a broken heart etc..brought tears to my eyes...i don't know why...i envied the "couples" there...making me yearn for that warmth of a hug...oh man~..nonetheless after chilling out...we all decided to have supper at shah alam restaurant...the food's not bad..since i ate almost half of raz's mee goreng...sorry girl..then we went for a walk along the singapore river...it was great fun...it's been so long since i laughed so hard...it's been great guys..it really was...i really needed it..i missed you the company...i really do...thank you so much...
Friday, October 01, 2004
Missing him bad...
hello...yeap..still in school..waiting for 4pm to celebrate Nut's birthday...hehehhe i'm so full...ate twice today...hahhah yeap...i ate both breakfast and lunch..full meal..oh god!i'm growing fat by the minute...have to stop.the.urge.to.eat.....ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
i got the feeling i'm eating too much 'cause i miss HIM so much...hey if you're reading this...I MISS YOU!!!arghh...this is driving me CRAZY!!!!
i got the feeling i'm eating too much 'cause i miss HIM so much...hey if you're reading this...I MISS YOU!!!arghh...this is driving me CRAZY!!!!
The Cranberries - Linger
If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure i'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
And i swore, i swore i would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you
But i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
Oh, i thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But i was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And i wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you
And i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
And i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure i'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
And i swore, i swore i would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you
But i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
Oh, i thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But i was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And i wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you
And i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
And i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger