The Truth

my heart aches so much right now....

Look At Me Now

my wrist is aching..my chest is hurting..my nose is runny...sheeshhh...getting so sick these days...aiyooo~ my wrist really aches..damnit..going to ask nut to massage it..i need to work this friday and saturday...arghh!!!this is frustrating!!!
went to chill with isa and amin yesterday at starbucks northpoint...hahha unlikely group of people to actually sit down and chill...cool~
i felt at "peace"...whatever's in my head been stuffed somewhere in my head, far away...i think i should do more of this...chilling out with friends...just to keep my mind of it.... it's killing me...

"Lucky" Me

just look at the time now???!!!wah piang ehhh~~~*knock myself in the head*

My FOUL Mood

i am sooo PISSED today...today is the worse day of the week...damnit!!!1stly i have to bear seeing that fucking asshole..next thing i have my stoopid lecturer won't want to see me to discuss my FYP...what the hell..he made me wait 2solid hours just to tell me he needed the 3 of us there...what the hell???!!!
why didn't he say it earlier...haiz...that really did it..i cried like nobody's business at blk37..feeling angry and disgusted...and to add to the bloody copy-cat incident..wah liao!!!my blood boils!!!
damnit...if only i could say it straight at his face...let him know how freaking angry i am now...damnit!!!damnit!!!

why the foul mood??...i don't know...i think i miss him too much....
saw him just now...he look so near and yet it felt so far...haiz..i really feel like running up to him and give him a squeeze...and tell him how much i love him....how i cherish him...but i know i can't..i have to be strong...i have to be patient...he'll come back...i know he will...
sometimes when i think about it...i feel a tinge of regret...kept thinking of the possible ways that i could have done to save it all... if only i could turn back time...* wipe tears*
frankly...i really need a hug right now...i really need to cry out loud...i really need to mourn...

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WARNING for the bloody COPY-CAT

hey you!!yea i mean you...
i think it's about time you find your own identity and STOP copying others!!
to be more specific..HIM...
you bloody COPY-CAT!!! idiotic male-bimbo!!!
even though you may think that he may not mind...i mind!!!
even if you don't respect the wearer..
RESPECT ME!!!
i went to great length to actually get that for him...
it's something really special..something that i only want him to have...
and you just have to ruin that don't you..
for effing sake why man???just freaking why??
are you that FUCKING STOOPID that you just have to follow whatever others wear??
even if you actually like the thing can't you find something less similar...
fuck you..and i really mean it..you dumbass!!
can't your tiny brain(ohh wait i don't you even have a brain) actually realised i actually wanted it to be speacial..now thanks to your "smart thinking" it doesn't seem to be special anymore..it's something common..and soon..there will be more copy-cats like you around..just great...
more look a like wannabes in campus...just GREAT!!!
i feel disgusted looking at you...you are such a COPY-CAT!!!
I HATE YOU..i swear i do!!!
*makes disgusted face and walks off*

Izzad's Birthday

ate: cavana black pepper..
wore: blue checked shirt, jeans, OP slippers, addidas jacket, usual bead accessories and his bracelet..
drink: orange drink..
brought: yishun secondary plastic file..

here's an update on izzad's birthday celebration last saturday 18th november 2004...

went kite flying at marina with izzad, razia, faz, nut, shark, dzool, wan, isa, ady and his girl...bought kites at a particular kite shop...and goddamnit...the store owner actually cheated our money...the kites sold to us were of low quality...and due to that only 1 of the kites can actually fly...
the 1 kite i was referring to belonged to yours truly, ME..haha yes!!thanks to isa's expertise, he managed to make mine fly....(i mean the kite by the way)....feel so proud..hahha
too bad only nut, razia, izzad and isa saw that...
the rest pantatz was at the arcade due to the rain...after that i went off to work feeling rather dissappointed...
that's because i thought they(pantatz) weren't going to turn up at my workplace as plan...sedih seh~bukan selalu serve bdk2 ni.. so i left with a heavy heart...messaged razia and izzad saying it's okay if they're not coming..
then all of a sudden at 8+..i saw shark and faz..i can't believe my eyes...yippie..!!!i was so happy i didn't know what to do...i even delievered wrong orders..hahha see how delighted i am to have you guys over??!
they decided to sit on the carpet...they ordered foul with egg, vanilla coke, regular coke, wintermelon can drink, strawberry sheesha etc..hahha i can still remember your orders...see i'm a good waiteress..ahakz...
okay dudes and dudettes i got to go..need to go to my robotic class..shucks!!

untitled

ate: egg sandwich and fries(brought from home)..
wore: black polo tee, jeans, black sneakers, usual beads accessories and his bracelet..
drank: tap water..
brought: black sling bag...

at the 71 computer lab now...with razia..wasting my time..i'm working today...planning to take the bus today...61..haiz~going to be a long ride to bugis..the sky is dark..going to rain soon..i feel down all of a sudden...maybe it's because i'm sick...
yeap..i'm sick..running a fever..haiz...i think i miss him too much...haiz...i really don't know what to update right now actually...
feeling really down...
one more thing...
i'm BROKE...

So Yesterday

ate: nasi lemak and macdonald's..
wore: white long sleeve, jeans, OP slippers, black necklace, my usual beads accessories and his bracelet...
drank: orange juice and coke..
brought: my black and white bag..

i feel sick...since i went back from town yesterday...that is why i only get to update today..*turning green*
went to town with ady and raz..just to chill...we ventured one shop after another..it was so much fun..but it will be better if i have the cash..(declared bankrupt from today onwards) ady was a joy to be with..he never complaint of being tired..hahaha a great window-shopping companion...too bad he's taken...whooooppsss...ahaks~
after that we decied to chill at macdonald's in front of Mango...we talked and joked...there's one particular topic that had us all laughing so much..i almost teared...can't reveal much online..it's rather uncensored you know...so will share with you guys when we meet up.. :P
then all of a sudden....
he walked past...goddamnit~

Dejavu

here i am and there you are...just like the one in my dream...maybe we're destined to be apart...

Walking Down Memory Lane

northpoint, "non-breast meat crispy chicken", movies, marine square, red bench, bike rides, barbeque chicken pau, esplanade, "debates", "awak-kitas", "budak kecik", "reporting strength", 171, 74, 852, westmall, morning calls, cap, lenyekk, YMCA macdonald's, bandito, late nights, green tea.....

Chill arh~

ate: black pepper chicken rice..
wore: white tee, jeans, my NEW pair of SHOES, my star bracelet, friendship band and his bracelet..
drank: peach tea and packet lichee drink(supposed to be laichee)
brought: just my pink totebag..later changed to my blue mini-sling bag...

didn't go bowling..apparently..the place(which is at kallang by the way) was closed..yeap..C.L.O.S.E.D...the whole complex was closed...and it's only mid-week...a wednesday to be precise..aiyoo~
so we decided to head for marina square...but hell!!we can't find the entrance...hah~thanks to me that is..
finally we decided to just chill at Esplanade...it's been a while...it was so peaceful..(nut's comment by the way) and i have to agree..there were couples everywhere excluding the ones with us...heh~
so we finally settled down...we joked..we laughed..we made fun of others...wooo!!..it was fun...
bought mrs fields cookies & muffin...then we went to take a bite at macdonald's...
by the way..i learn something new..courtesy of dzool and wan...ready?
boyak..yeap..i learnt that..boyak is rather similar to boyar...only that it's alive...hehehe
i won't elaborate further..it's either you know or you don't...
finally we went our separate ways..art and wan took the bus home...nut went off to meet kat and dil at bugis...while dzool and i took the train home...
aaaahhh....even though..things didn't go according to plan...i really had fun with them(refering to ady, art, dzool, nad, wan..) you people rock my world la..
love you guys to bits...(sounds familiar right??haha)

Amazing Grace

i open up to a vey unlikely person...
*church choir singing in the background*
HaaaaaaLeLuYaH...HaLeLuYaH...HaLeLuYaH...

Is This Is For Real?!

here's something i've taken from my friendster's bulletin board...i find it too good to be true..and if any of you happen to know, meet and be the kind of guy described below..tag me..'cause i SWEAR there's no man that's perfect as the one described below..



~Wen a guy reali falls in love and becomes faithful to his beloved, his change in his character will reali shock every1 around him..
~His egoist heart will uncompromisingly softens when he willingly gives his heart to the lady he falls in love with.. furthermore he'll be willing to sacrifice everythin and do anythin fer his loved one.. No matter how egoist he may be, tears will fall from his cheeks wen his heart's broken.. It's not easy to see guys who would truly cry fer their loved ones...~!!!

20 signs to recognise the strong love a guy holds fer his beloved..
1. he willingly do anythin n everythin fer his beloved.. with sincerity not coercion
2. he constantly wans to humour his beloved and tends to be more talkative
3. he tends to advise his beloved more as he truly loves her and wans her to be a better person
4. he tries to restrict her freedom due to his overwhelmin jealousy
5. he constantly fears losin his beloved
6. he always monitors his beloved's movements as he feels insecure
7. he hates e idea of other guys bein close to his beloved
8. he becomes jealous and sensitive wen his beloved pays less attention to him
9. he becomes the most hardworking person n help his beloved to do anythin n everythin
10. he becomes restless wen his beloved's away fer too long
11. he cares fer his beloved more than he does himself
12. he constantly asks if his beloved loves him as he feels his love is greater than his beloved's
13. he would not be bothered wif other gals who dun hold any importance to him
14. he will try to spend a lot of time wif his beloved even tho he noes he'll end up waitin fer his beloved
15. he praises his beloved in front of others
16. if his beloved leaves him, he cant trust any other gal n wishes fer his beloved to come back to him
17. wen ther is a third party, he loses his mind and is willing to do anythin to fight fer his beloved 18. he makes sure he ensures her safety at all times
19. he is lyk a small kid who fights fer constant attention from his beloved
20. he treats his beloved as his most trusted one and willing to sacrifice all of his wealth and even his life fer her> ~it's not easy to find guys who would shed their tears jus fer gals.. so pls treasure them...

Helpless...

ate: plain rice with lauk ayam and sambal goreng..
wore: black tee, jeans, my new SHOES, usual beads accessories and his bracelet..
drank: orange syrup..
brought: black and white bag with lots of junks..

yawnz~ just woke up actually..was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as my head touches the pillow..was back early today..didn't feel like going anywhere and since my mom nagged that i've not been home early these days...shucks~
so straight after class..i went to mmeet up with nad before actually going to collect my hari raya outing pictures..oh yah~guys..the pictures have been developed..will be bringing it tomorrow...
yea2..we're going bowling tomorrow..we as in the pantatz and me..hah~can't wait..going to be fun...i'm counting on that...
been feeling rather down these days...or maybe it's because of my PMS...kept having chest pain..maybe because i smoked too much..hey~it's that i don't want to stop..just that i..well..err...i just need constant reminder and lots of pep talks..wel in short..i just wanted more attention from a certain someone..and hell it's not working..sheeshh~haiz...
down down down...my mood is definitely going downhill...i badly need a hug...i missed the feeling of someone stroking my hair, cheeks...i missed the endless conversations on the phone..i missed being compliment on..(not that i get it often) i feel so alone.. yea that's the word that's been blinking nonstop like those KTV neon lights...
nak kater aku takde kawan..ader ramai..nak kater takder famili, alhamdulillah smue sihat...nak kater aku miskin tak jugak..
nothing's missing...not that i know of...i think..

Tiada yang lain darimu,
Hasratku hanyalah untuk mu
Izinkan aku lafazkan isi hatiku,
Masihkah aku
Bertakhta di hatimu,
Janjiku padamu
Hatiku kau perlu tahu...

An Old Friend..

ate: cavana chicken rice with cheesy chix sausage, delifrance
wore: black tee, jeans, black converse shoes, usual beads accessories and his chain..
drank: orange syrup drink...
brought: yishun secondary plastic file..

woohoo!!!i attended all my classes today..10points for LYN!!!yeay!!!met up with raz,nut,faz,curly,ady,shark and yan for lunch...
hehe it's been sometime since i had lunch with a big group of people..hahha so i feel rather "excited"..
after school meet up with nad..and we went jalan2 at westmall..looking for slippers...then we went to delifrance to eat...and who won't guess who i met!!
JUFRI...yeap...the jufri who actually went "missing" the last 1+year...he looked different...budak armyla katerkan..by the way..dia kirim salam buat semua...he missed all of us..hahaha
then after talking to him..me and nad headed to causeway point...and i bought a very nice pair of sandal..it's has a black base and have pink flowers sewn on it..wooo...i fell in love with it instantly...
haha finally i can strike out something off the want list.. gonna wear it tomorrow..woohoo!!!!yessah!!!can't wait to show it off!!hahha :P

couldn't you just turn back,
and take a look at me...
look at the way i now,
notice how time seem to stop...

My ideal MAN!!!

Lifehouse - Hanging By a Moment

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
And I don't know what I'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else x3

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
And I don't know what I'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment x2
Hanging by a moment here with you

*This is i feel about you, i SWEAR..*

Haiz..

it's been 11days..and counting...
*long sigh*

TuneLESS

ate: hotdog bread and chicken cutlet @ SIM..
wore: white tee, jeans, adidas jacket,OP blue slippers, usual beads accessories and his bracelet..
drank: coke..
brought: yishun secondary plastic file and small sling bag filled with lots of junks..

NOTE: If you aren't able to listen to the usual music on my blog. Do not panic. I repeat DO NOT PANIC. Due to complaints, I have decided to remove the music. So if you still can't view my blog, I suggest you GO AND CHANGE THT PC OF YOURS! Thank you for your cooperation. Having reading.

HELLO!!hahha i'm still in school..alone that is..hahha my last class ended at 12noon just now..but i decided not to go home...instead i headed to blk71 to "help" raz, curly & yan with their 3rd year project...(if you don't know where blk71 is, its the lil' workshop right behind blk72..if you still can't figure out where that is, i suggest you to look at the school map..)
it was fun looking at them...their project is almost done...i am sooooo proud of them..heh~
i have yet to start on mine...waiiiitttt...i have yet to even find myself group members...sheessshh~
okay...let's forget about my "project"...seriously...the razcurlyan's project is really COOOOOOOLLLLL!!!really...i envy them..(tu la lyn..dulu tak nak blaja rajin2..tgk pe da jadi...graduate lambat..haiz...)oh well...no use whining now..
have to buck up...time waits for no lyn... :P(lame-ness) ...
it's already thursday...woohoo...the 1st week of school is almost ending..hahha..so far so good...
i managed to attend most of the classes...*big grin*
this week i skipped 3 classes..hahha ooppsss...next week is a no-no to skip any classes...kill me if i do ya?hahha
*hp beeped*
i loan harry potter: the prisoner of azkaban specially for you- kak yana
kak yana is my sister..auw..so sweet..
by the way 1 more thing..have any of you heard of a pc having pentium M?my sister asked..if you do..tag me and tell me more about it okay?curiousla...thanks...

Bedridden Half The Time...

ate: potato chips, curry puff, rice with sardine and fried egg..
wore: peiying PE outfit..
drank: plain water..
brought: NIL

today i'm sick...skipped school today..hell~it's only been 3days and i've fallen ill..this stinks..haiz..
stayed home the whole day..couldn't get up even to bathe...didn't visit the doctor's..i'm broke..so panadol will just do..
spent half the day lying down...whenever i tried to get up...my head starts to spin...oh man...i hate being sick...
*turning green*..
i feel sick...

Dreamer?! Hah~ i guess i am..

J:

Your Beauty liesin Dreams. Day-dreamer, creative and forever lost
in thoughts. You're adreamer, wanting more in your life than you have
now. Though you a lot of yourdreams never seem to leave your own mind. You've
created your own little worldinside that head of yours and you're most beautiful
when your mind is inthe clouds with sparkles in your eyes. You'd rather
be asleep than awake andpeople find it hard to have long conversations with
you as you mind oftenwanders and you aren't a big fan of reality. You
are long and almost child-likeprobably with a great love for Fantasy or Science
Fiction. You're very creativeand most likely love to write wonderful stories or
draw and even sing, anythingcreative that you can use that vast imagination of
yours. You're a bit of apuzzle to people love to wonder as to what is going
in your mind.

Some ThingsThat Represent You:

Element:Water, Wind Animal: Eagle Color:
Purples, Blues,Pinks, Misty Colors Song: Imaginary by
Evanescence Expression: Blank Stare

Gemstone:Rose Quartz Mythological Creature: Unicorn,
Fairy Planet: Saturn Hair Color:
StrawberryBlonde Eye Color: Violet

Quote:"I lie inside myself for hours and watch my
purple skies fly over me."

Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
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Doooowap...

ate: mee soto with begedel, black pepper chiken rice and chocolate-filled pancake...
wore: black polo tee, jeans, black converse high -cut and my usual beads accesories and his bracelet...
drank: toilet water x3
brought: just my Yishun Secondary plastic folder..

don't ask me why i have that as a tittle for my entry today..hahha
today i'm a goooddddd girl...ahhah that's becasue i attended all my classes today..yes!!even the 8 o'clock one..hahha i don't know what overcame me...hahha it's like a MIRACLE...ooohhhhlaaaa.....ter-met razia today..hahha apparently she wasn't in school yesterday..
ermm today's not bad actually...frankly..i feel good...could it be...no it couldn't...*smiling mischeviously*
even though boey bore me to death..i manage to stay awake throughout his 3hr lecture..hahha i merely stared at him..pretending i was interested and nodding every once in a while...and to make it more convincing..i actually acted as if i don't really get what he means..(well to tell you the truth i don't understand a single thing!!!hahah) guess what???he bought it...hahhha he was actually convinced wiht all the get-ups...muahahha *evil grin*
that only means the drama will still go-on...hahha yessah!!!
but i owe my great day to alfian, min, isa and lisa(el's friend whom isa know...i think)...they made my day...just sitting down and talking cra with them made my day...and including ady..for allowing me to borrow his jacket during my CAD3 class...i would have freezed to death if not for the man of steel aka SUPERMAN...hahhaha :P
and it can't get better when i actually met him...ok2 ter-met him at the bustop...hahaha so instead of the intended plan of heanding home...me and ehemm..him(imagine cupid shooting arrows) went to have dinner instead...too bad i wasn't able to swallow anymore food..too full arh...but i enjoyed the company...ahakz~*blushed*
*girlish giggles*...ok on with the entry...
wooohhh....i don't understand...whenever he's within sight..i feel a surge of adrenalin...it's almost orgasimic..err..is there such a word???
never mind that...i think i better stop here...hahha...

so..you(referring strongly to the youshouldknowwhoyouarebynow person)..

everytime i met you-

It's like

Everytime I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down
And where it lands is when it should
This time it's like
The two of us should probably start to fight
Cuz something's gotta go wrong
Cuz I'm feelin' way too damn good

Sometimes life ain't best if left in the memory
It's better kept inside than left for good
Lookin' back each time they tried to tell me
Well something's gotta go wrong
Cuz I'm feelin' way too damn good

Baaaaaaaaaaaadddddddd Girl..

ate: cavana ckicken rice
wore: white tee, jeans, green belt, black-strapped watch, usual beads accessories and silver bracelet with his name engraved...
drank: toilet water(if you know what i mean)
brought: my green espirit bag with loads of stuffs...

i have to admit i am a bad girl...hahah for today that is..didn't go for any of my classes..hehehe come on..it's only the 1st day of school..and it's IS day...haha
i woke up 10.20am when i am supposed to have class at 10am..hahha can't seem to wake up...so used to sleeping in late..
it's been a great 1st day of school...skipped classes...met up with friends....ahaha coolness...hahaha missed them..
at the internet cafe now..waiting for faz and nut i think...but noone's here...shark and alfian are at the tv viewing area..i think that's what the place is called...
everything seem to be the same..same ol' canteen...same ol' atrium...and the same ol' feeling of not wanting to go school..everything seem to be well..the same...
but something tells me it's not...haven't seen him around the whole day though...oh well...
i'm too "proud" to call him up and meet up...perhaps it's for the better...perhaps...*a long sigh*
oh well..i have other things to look forward to..a permanent class..yeap...unlike the previous semesters..i have to run around and join other classes...now i am proud to say i have classmates..classmates whom i can proudly call "my OWN"...hahaha
by the way...from today onwards..i will be jotting down every little detail of what i actually ate, drank, wore and brought to school...hahaha..
just take it that i want to lenghthen my blog entries and to remind myself: i am what i am...
hahhaa..
frankly..i missed school..i missed the atmosplere...the crowded canteens...asking my classmates..and yes my C.L.A.S.S.M.A.T.E.S whether there's tutorials...hanging out with the pantatz after class...*hopefully, crossing tiny fingers*
on top of all that crap i have just typed out...
IT'S GOOD TO BE IN SCHOOL ONCE AGAIN.........

My new found LOVE...*smiling sheepishly*

TAUFIK BATISAH!!!!
wooooooooo!!!!!he is sooooo cute....and boy his voice sounded great during the finals..hahha yea2..i know "crite da basi lyn"..but hey..it's better late than never...i love the way he sang "Me & Mrs Jone"...ohhlaaa..that totally blew me away...too bad i didn't manage to secure tickets to the finals..sobs..oh well..since Taufik won..doesn't really matter..hahha oppss....
once again..
TAUFIK BATISAH, WE LOVE YOU..(more importantly i love you...hehhe)
you rock man!!!

Feeling the BLUES....

right now i really don't have the desire to blog..but heck..since i have no one to talk to..why not..today is a saturday...amazingly i'm at home..it's been months since i last stayed home on a saturday...i feel so depresssed that i don't feel like doing anything at all...i just want to lie down and think of the good times..if only it had went the way i've planned...
effing shit!!!why can't i just be normal...why??was must i be so hard on myself..get a grip lyn..it wasn't meant to be..so why brood over it like some sick bitch!..it's not as if it's the end of the world...that's it..i'm going to set the record straight and ask when am i getting my PAY!!!before i go crazy thinking about how wonderful it'll be going on a shopping spree...arghhh!!!!

Boss's Wife..

i am so beat...who won't if you have to work 12hrs straight..all thanks to the boss' wife..goddamnit..she's like a mad dog..barking orders half the time...someone should teach her manners...fancy a lady her age sputtering nonsensical orders...."GO wipe the walls!GO!scrub the floors!GO!wipe all the plugs!..aiyooyoo!!!today was the 1st time i've met her and boy she leaves a lasting impression...a BAD one to be precise..just my luck to be working today...
the cafe was packed during lunch...and by 8..it was full-house..aiyoooo.. can die...
but thank god Yana came to my rescue..she chose me to help her in the air con room..apparently..some chinese-muslim-freaking-rich-businessman had made reservation...throughout the 2+hours waiting hand and foot on the guests...i almost fall asleep..sheeshh...my legs were cramping...damnit...haiz...
i am so sleepy...need my beauty sleep...so i guess that's all for now..will update you further on the BOSS' WIFE tomorrow...good night guys...muacks...

just like the night without it's stars and moon...
my life felt incomplete without you...

Break-up Season...

hey..hear that??no no...it's not church bells...there it is again...the cracking sound of breaking hearts...ouch!
i don't know why but the season is here again...a couple of people i know is either breaking up or having cold-wars with their other halves...
is it just me or is history repeating itself..ermm beats me...
sometimes i wonder...when one decided to separate from one's current partner..one confidently said it's for the good of both...but when one actually sees the other person happy..one feels a stint of jealousy..a form of defeat....then began all the unnecessary post-breakup-wars...the cold shoulder shit...sad but true...so people...ponder...
if one really thinks it's for the best..then why regret..and worse still why don't one just admit one's fault and all will be well again...
remember it takes a lot more courage to own up one's fault, than to actually slay a dragon...(cheh lyn dah bebual..merepeks!!!)

A Girls' Day-Out...

finally i've got to watch Harry Potter: Prisoner of Azkaban...wooohoo!!!all courtesy of Nadiah AT..muahahha here's what i did today...

1310: sets off to the bustop nearby for 969 to tampines..
1315: found a clean spot for me to rest my heavy butt while waiting for the bus..
(here's the best part)
i was not even seated for more than a min when an "abg" told me my name..not that i don't know...here's how the conversation went
"abg": your name lyn(?)(!)-didn't know which to use cause he's monotone..hmm
me: uhuh * blur2*
and without prompting
"abg": matair syawal kan ni?
me: ah...uhuh~ *still blur2*
"abg":*muttering something*...kejer ngan diyana
me: oh okay..*silence*
1320: finally the bus arrived..gave a quick smile to the "abg" and hurried off...
weird fellow..kalau ye pon nak tegur..berila salam..alih2 panggil name...seram gerl2..hahha
1355: reached tampines interchange..nad still have not arrived..forever late sheeshh!!!decided to jalan while waiting for late queen...see all the minahs and mats...what an eyesore...sheeshhh...bought myself a newpurse..hahha veryyyyy noice....
1430: nad finally arrived..and we went to buy loads of junk food for our movie marathon..
1450: when to rent 2 vcds..a horror flick and harry potter..wahhahha
1500-2020: watch movie.eat.watch movie.eat.laugh.eat somemore.watch movie.read Lime magazine.eat.watch movie.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat until cannot eat anymore.
2030: left nad's place..headed for home...
2115: reached home...exhausted...
but it's not the end of my day yet..i have two very very very irritating minahs to entertain at home..gosh...
2205: 1st minah (mom) wen off to work..1 down..1 more to go...haiz..
2330: the 2nd and last minah off the list...yessah!!!!!!
a tiring day...ohh sheeshhh...and i'm working tomorrow...at 12pm...mampos!!woder if i can wake up early anot..since it's already 2am and i'm still awake...arghhh!!!!!

Coldplay - Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures

Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh (x4)

Somethings..

well hey..my 1st post in like months..i think..how are you guys..i missed you all so much..like my new layout??it has stars...i love stars..and it black...nothing fancy...just the way i like to keep things..simple..
listening to coldplay: the scientist
still remember fairly long time ago..how nut and isa would sit down together and listen to this very song on shark's laptop..well now it's my turn..i've fallen in love with the song...it's beautiful..
1st of december...history has been made..taufik been crowned the 1st Singapore Idol..kudos to Taufik..
next week school will be reopen..can't wait..my brain's been on a vacation too long now...guess what i won't be repeating any modules..yeap..apparently i managed to clear everything last semester...great!!!now technically..i'm in year 3..yahoo!!!my new semester resolution: minimise my absence in class and do all my tutorials...
i want As this semester...
time flies when you're having a good time..it's almost the end of 2004...good and bad memories...to tell you the truth..it's been a great year...minus the bad episodes..going to miss it somehow..but life still goes on...even if there's changes to be done...
i guess i've updated enough now...so guys..please tag me and tell me how you guys are, okay?love you all..
ps:for those who's addy are not added yet..tag me with your addy okays??muacks

love isn't love,
if it's been forced.
patience my dear