being twenty1 is really giving me a headache...
dearmum and sis is pestering me to change..
cos theyre planning to visit the Holy Land end of the year...
heh~
i mean...
what the hell..
not that i dont want to go..
i do...
but not now...
i dont like to be force to do anything..
and definitely not in this matter...
im not ready..
not yet...
i wish i could just say no...
but i cant..
i dont know what to do...
i know im twenty1..
im supposed to finish school..
get a job and support the family...
i want to do all that..
but i cant muster enough strength...
heck!
i dont even know if im getting the damn cert...
now tell me where do i go from here...
my heads all messed up...
i just want to cry...
i cant stand another moment being me...
im a total failure..
//hold me now will you?please....?
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