Monday, December 05, 2005

forgiven not forgotten

we talked...about my previous entry...yes i am sorry...i said things i shouldn't say...maybe i was confumed by so much anger..yet again..the horribleimpulsivebeinginmelives...
so we're friends..and that's that..
but seriously i can't stop feeling mad about things..every day i get to know things i wished i hadn't..it's most upsetting..it's not fair that i have to have those thoughts, those feeling..
i am supposed to be thinking of only me..and noone else in this matter...i want to be selfish..i want to think of only what i want and what really deserved my attention..maybe perhaps i need a new man..
hah~ a new man??!!
*#%^*^%#$$#@%@!!
i've had enough with men/boy/guys..which ever..
life have never been better..except for the occasional bankrupt moments..but i'm surviving..and i will survive...

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