Thursday, December 15, 2005

"desktop" confession

am i really happy? right now..
are these true feelings or am i just faking..

last tuesday was great...
though i was struggling to keep sane..
memory flashback..
the "smoke-machines"..
that's enough for me to feel downright low..
banz asked, so how hewhoshouldnotbenamed?..
i wished i could say it out loud how i'm feeling but i can't..
damn.. i'm sinking..
this burden is way too heavy for me to hang on to..
i have to let it out..
i have tooooo....

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