Maybe i should just stop...

i am feeling really down...was reading Lydy's blog...the song on her blog was so heart wrenching but at the same time so enticing...i almost teared...it's a song by Shiela On 7 - Berhenti Mengharap...somehow..deep within me...i feel like giving up too...i'm sick of living...it's too depressing..i can't seem to be able to think straight...i can never be happy for long...the things that made me happy never stayed for long...maybe it's the song...or is it just me?..i can never figure out..try listening to the song..i'm sure you feel the same too.. below's the lyric...


PS: Lydy..if you're reading this..sorry if i kinda rob you of the song..it's so beautiful..i just have to share it with..sorry.. :)

Shiela on 7 - Berhenti Berharap

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan
ooo..oooo

Chorus:
aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku
aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalutkan.. kemenanganmu

bridge:
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita
Back to chorus**