Have u ever?...

haf u ever feel insecure 4 no reason??
well i do...
i donnoe y...
negative scenarios kept playin in my mind...
like its on repeat mode...
sheeshh...
ive nvr loved sumbody this much...
i guys u all noe tt by now..
all e shit we've been thru...
e break-ups..e fights...
e tears...e anger...
seriously...
im in love...
deeply...
n i noe he loves me 2...
i guess...
im not sure...
i mean...
i noe he cares 4 me n all..
but sumtimes i needed more den tt...
i nid assurance...
heh!women...troublesome...
sumtimes i hated myself...
4 falling in love...
i keep wrecking it...
time n time again...
i wreck everi relationship...
ouw..my eyes hurt...
no i cant cry...
(library seh lyn...)
i wish i cud jus end all this misery...
jus a blade 2 e wrist..
all will b done...
no more worries...
no more tearing...