NoW i Noe...

ellu..
ehhhe yeah i noe..
supposed 2 b mugging away 4 my paper 2moro..
hahah yea yea yea...
relax...nid 2 loosen up alil..
jus got back from studying...
with B...
didnt study much..
cos we had sum....
ermmm "discomforts"...
well..all is well...

n now i noe..
noe tat u love me...
noe tat u care 4 me...
noe tat u bother abt me...
n noe tat u still nid me in ur life...
im sorry 4 all e things ive done in e past...
my accusations...my criticism...
my bitings...my beatings...
im so so sorry...
now tat i noe..
i shall promise 2 change..
it may take awhile...
but i will try my very best...
bout e "things" we talked abt...
im sorry 4 jumping into conclusions...
i will try not 2 do tat again...hopefully not ever...
im jus afraid...afraid of losing u 4 e 2nd time...
but now tat i noe...
ders nothing 2 fear...i guess...
time will tell..if ur mine 2 keep...
4 now...i jus wanna spend my time..
loving n caring 4 u wit all my worth..
B...i wan u 2 noe tat i lurve u...
wit all my heart n soul...
im not perfect person...
n i can nvr be one....
but believe me...
ur all tat i nid...besides my family n friends...
der can nvr be ani1 like u...
i lurve u...i realli do...