7th APRiL

hey...
1stly...nad..sorie i didnt wait 4 u in sch...
didnt intend 2 buih u...
i jus cant stay in sch ani longer...
haiz...
i feel so "down"....so so so "down"...
i envy all u people...
making plans 2 go out...
making plans 2 chill...
while i dun...
im bored of spending time all by myself...
alone..
i dread tat word..alone...
it feel sumhow empty...hollow...
gd friday's coming...n i doubt..
i haf plans....damnit...
wonder i feel tis way...
cud it be my PMS...?
i got a safety test tomro..n i still haf not even studied yet....
sheesshhh....i hate PMS...its making me all emo n cranky....
i hate it....arghh!!!!!