*long sigh*
its 4+ in e morning...n im still wide awake...
i cant sleep...not after wats been said 2 me...
e words cut me so deep...i gasped 4 air...
i dunnoe wat 2 say...i donnoe how 2 react...
gosh~...all of a sudden...
my whole world came tumbling down...
Nooooooo.......my mind screamed....
not again...god NO!!..
all i wanted at tat point of time was 2 backed away...
away from e screen...away from e words...
away from u....
but all in vain....
i sat rooted...tears streaming....
how cud u?!...
dun u noe it hurts...it hurts so bad...
i feel like dying...goddamnit...
if u wan 2 kill me..take e blade n cut my throat...
spare me all tis torture....
goddamnit...i cant sleep..
i cant study...goddamnit i cant do anithing...
im too hurt...dont tink i will ever talk 2 u again...
not now at least...im still in shock...
i tink i nid a breather...away...far away from u...
i cant afford not 2...tis will b my last post...4 now...
til den....
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