hurt...
depressed...
shocked...
confused...
im hurt...i donnoela...mayb bout wat he said...or mayb its juz me...
mayb i shud not take it 2 hard...afterall i did wat im not suppose to..
til now..i cant quit figure out y im smoking again...was it depression?
nah i dun think so...since sum1 said its bullsh*t...was it tat i wanna show off..
nah im dun nid e limelite...i guess e best reason i can think of...
attention....i wanted attention frm people...myfrends...mayb him...
damn tat so pathetic....haiz..hate to damn it...but its true...
i noe..its stoooopid...but i juz nid sum attention....harmless rite?...
i juz wan sum1 to ask me...."hey lyn...u okay anot??apasal smoke balik??"
but..e only ones i heard was..."eh lyn kau isap rokok balik!!!"---Shark...
"i hate u smoking!!!"...---he who shall not b named....
haiz....tahla...mayb im doin myself more harm den gd....
so 2moro...im gonna donate tis cigs to sum1 else...
aniway...juz now i wen 2 town wit nad n izzad...nad haf 2 do tis interview thingy
wit e PRESIDENT of SFOGS.com...hhahah kewl...meanwhile me n izzad had a small heart 2 heart
chat...im boy does it feels better...wen sum1 listens...sumtimes..its better 2 juz listen n not
say anithing....its makes e speaker more open 2 let out his/her anguish...realli it works 4 me..
thx izzad...haiz...i guess tat all...u take care ppl..tata~
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