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very happy...
a lil' depressed...
grateful...

2dae is a very special dae 4 one of e pantatz!!! yeah man!!! e 1st pantat 2 turn 2-0!!!hahahha ah well...
shes not old...hehehe shes 20yrs-young!!!ehehhe gosh!!!time real flies huh??...haiz....
aniway...im so happy everything turned out great!!!yeay!!!we r having a real gd time...n iv
nvr luf tis much todae...heheheh thx 2 dzool n sharkie!!!dey realli make my dae 2dae....im so happy...
all my worries seem 2 haf disappear...everithing seem so....right...so perfect...we were luffing so much...
having a great time...haiz....even though e atrium pantatz wasnt "complete"...
i miss all e old pantatz...e memories...haiz...i juz hope tings will turn out 4 e better in daes 2 come...

even though...its a great dae hanging out wit e pantatz...i stil feel sumthing missing....HIM....
its was a great deal of effort not to cry 2dae...i wun wan 2 spoil e atmosphere...haiz...i missed him a
great deal...i donnoe...i realli miss him...his laughter...his voice...tat cheeky smile of his...i miss
him a whole lot...haiz...no matter how much i tried 2 kill those "rindus" by hanging out wit e pantatz..
its not e same...its juz not e same...haiz...
nonetheless...i wanna take e apportunity 2 say I LOVE ALL OF U PANTATZ!!!!!thx 4 being der wen i nid
u guys....u guys r e BEST!!!!syioOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOkk!!!!hehehhe
tata~