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i finally let my anger get e best of e situation...i said it out of anger....
n i dun even noe if i mean it....im so angry...so fed up....i hate feeling tis way....
it hurts....it hurts so much...but he doesnt see it...he thinks im ok...
IM NOT OKAY!!!!IM NOT!!!!! i can nvr be okay.....not now not ever...
im hurt....im badly hurt....u dun feel it...i dun noe wat to feel rite now...
i noe im weak..i admit im weak....
it hurts....it hurts......i hate all tis...i hate dem!!!!!....