still going...

the 1st time i set eyes on you...
i almost died of shock...
beyond the cute somewhat sexy voice..
stood a little boy with a cap on...
bah~ what luck...
after all the wooing and date-less days..
we're an item..
i don't know what i see in you...
unromantic..
short..
dark..
playful..
cheeky..
not serious..
unsocialable..
and definitely not my ideal guy...
but..
after all these years..
after all the troubled and memorable times..
after all the comparing of exs and admirers..
after all the misunderstandings and petty arguments we've gotten into..
i've fallen...
fallen into a deep trance i can never get out of...
is this what they called love..
no?
am i dillusional??
don't think so..
i've fallen for this midget..
whom i called B...
he's the one who almost cause me cardiac arrest when he went cycled home from bugis alone on his bicycle...
he's the one who see me for who i am not what i am...
never looking back at my past...
he's the one who loved me and accepted me....
he's the one who taught the many lessons in live..
to appreciate the ones who's dear to me..
and steer me away from all negativity a teenager would have...
he's my other half..
never will my life be complete without him...
i love you..
and this time it's for real..

it's been twenty-six months and four day...

*blows nose and wipes tears*