i don't know why i feel what i'm feeling right...downright disappointed or fucking pissed...i can't decided..because it felt neither of those two...could it be PMS..perhaps..or maybe it's just me..
the feeling of being out of place is something i hate having...it doesn't help when i'm the kind that loves to talk and joke around..i find it hard to accept..i hate myself...
i'm really stressed out..tomorrow's THE big day...and i've got nothing..worse still i'm feeling this way...wished i could be fake and just smile my way through...
i'm tear-ing...i can't help it...i'm sorry...
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