Monday, January 24, 2005

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oooooooo..it's sooooo long since i last blogged...it's already the start of the 1week break befoe the common test..ahh finally ..i get a break from all the morning classes which i have been skipping alot before this..wahhahha
yawnz!just woke up...hehhee
the last few weeks was really happening...
went johor with the cafe kids, became a dj during the school's open house, met various artists at the cafe, got a not-so-new phone courtesy of Nad, fell terribly sick and lots more which sadly i can't seem to remember...
Hah~ typically Lyn..

have i changed?been asking myself that for sometime now..am i selfish?i have no idea, or maybe i didn't notice...all i did was think about what I want and I think is right for me..does using the word I in most of my sentences and decisions wrong?frankly i don't think so..i don't know how to put it across to others...for once let me be selfish...let me have the right to..i still remember the "lyn you're too nice.." and when i finally learn to put self before others this have to happen..
sheeeshhh...after being alive for so long..i finally have the power to say NO when i want to..instead of being submissive...if you're saying i'm being selfish..think again..are you being fair by giving me limited options?


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