My FOUL Mood

i am sooo PISSED today...today is the worse day of the week...damnit!!!1stly i have to bear seeing that fucking asshole..next thing i have my stoopid lecturer won't want to see me to discuss my FYP...what the hell..he made me wait 2solid hours just to tell me he needed the 3 of us there...what the hell???!!!
why didn't he say it earlier...haiz...that really did it..i cried like nobody's business at blk37..feeling angry and disgusted...and to add to the bloody copy-cat incident..wah liao!!!my blood boils!!!
damnit...if only i could say it straight at his face...let him know how freaking angry i am now...damnit!!!damnit!!!

why the foul mood??...i don't know...i think i miss him too much....
saw him just now...he look so near and yet it felt so far...haiz..i really feel like running up to him and give him a squeeze...and tell him how much i love him....how i cherish him...but i know i can't..i have to be strong...i have to be patient...he'll come back...i know he will...
sometimes when i think about it...i feel a tinge of regret...kept thinking of the possible ways that i could have done to save it all... if only i could turn back time...* wipe tears*
frankly...i really need a hug right now...i really need to cry out loud...i really need to mourn...

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