Helpless...

ate: plain rice with lauk ayam and sambal goreng..
wore: black tee, jeans, my new SHOES, usual beads accessories and his bracelet..
drank: orange syrup..
brought: black and white bag with lots of junks..

yawnz~ just woke up actually..was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as my head touches the pillow..was back early today..didn't feel like going anywhere and since my mom nagged that i've not been home early these days...shucks~
so straight after class..i went to mmeet up with nad before actually going to collect my hari raya outing pictures..oh yah~guys..the pictures have been developed..will be bringing it tomorrow...
yea2..we're going bowling tomorrow..we as in the pantatz and me..hah~can't wait..going to be fun...i'm counting on that...
been feeling rather down these days...or maybe it's because of my PMS...kept having chest pain..maybe because i smoked too much..hey~it's that i don't want to stop..just that i..well..err...i just need constant reminder and lots of pep talks..wel in short..i just wanted more attention from a certain someone..and hell it's not working..sheeshh~haiz...
down down down...my mood is definitely going downhill...i badly need a hug...i missed the feeling of someone stroking my hair, cheeks...i missed the endless conversations on the phone..i missed being compliment on..(not that i get it often) i feel so alone.. yea that's the word that's been blinking nonstop like those KTV neon lights...
nak kater aku takde kawan..ader ramai..nak kater takder famili, alhamdulillah smue sihat...nak kater aku miskin tak jugak..
nothing's missing...not that i know of...i think..

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