Myself...

hey..
im here again...
jus read my frends blog...all of them..
haiz...ders definitely a thick black cloud hovering over each n everyone of them...tat includes me...
life sux huh??well to me it is...
maybe its jus me...im jus plain pathetic...
im afraid to move on...afraid to take challenges...
afraid to live my life to the fullest...n of course changes...
i cant accept changes...in both academic, love n frenship wise...
im so afraid...
now im afraid of losing him...
yes Nut..he does treat me like crap at times...
but noones perfect rite??i jus love him...
i dun wan to lose him...im afraid to...
i dun wan to be single..sheesshh...
i noe im pathetic with a capital 'P'....
its not the status tat bothers me...
jus tat...ive nvr love sum1 tis much...
im sorry Nut..sorry for taking ur time...sorry for not listening to ur advices...im sorry...
sorry B if its too much of a "publicity"...i haf to let it out sumhow...
to all those who haf been der for me wen times were bad...thank u...i shall 4ever cherish ur frenship always...n 2 Pantatz...u guys are one of the best things tat haf happen to me...thx..