i CaN'T....NoT aNYMoRe...

i can't...
i jus can't...
not animore...
i'm sorry...

tell me frankly...ok...
jus tink abt it in tis case...
can u pls everione??
if sum of u can...i'm amazed...
coz i definitely can't...i tried but i jus can't..
it's hard...i get caught wedged in between...
& e worse part is..i myself am not pls...
i'm not happy...
conflicts arise & arguments follow suit...
sheesshhh...& e next ting i knew...
i'm crying my eyeballs out wit a head cramped wit confusion...
argghhh!!!!it sux!!

sumtimes it's ok 2 pls sum1 once a while...
jus 2 make a frend/parent/bf/gf happy..y not rite??
i love seing others happy coz it makes me happy 2...
but sumtimes i wan 2 pls myself 2..make myself happy..
doin e tings i like...as & wen i like...
i wan 2 b able 2 haf choices...
sumtimes i wan 2 break away frm my usual habits..
like hanging out wit frends/bf...goin hm late...
eating junk food..etc etc...
i wan 2 break e cycle once in a while...
i wana do sumting different 4 a change..
i wana b alone..by myself...
i wana savour e loneliness ard me...
tis may sound weird...bt i like being alone...
& now tat my timetable is different frm my frends...
i get e chance 2 b alone..it felt great though..
2 b able 2 enjoy e loneliness...
bt i did try 2 spend equal time among all my frens, bf & family...
including work...a day each...
bt hey..sumtimes tings may go wrong...
& hell it did..haiz...
gona work tings out...