a GReaT DaY..

another great day 4 me...
alhamdulillah~ things are finally turning out betta these days...
im thankful 2 God..4 all e happiness ive received...
e blessings n 4 giving me Life...
i nvr knew Life is beautiful...
i used 2 hate living..i hated my mom 4 e naggings...
hated my dad 4 e beatings..
hated my sis 4 being e apple in my parents' eyes...
hated e pple ard me...teachers..classmates...i hated everithing...
negativity had always been a part of me...
i used 2 take things 4 granted...
i was so naive back den...
4 every bad episode tat happened..
i point e finger at others...
blaming dem 4 e misfortunes...
haiz...
it took me...17yrs...17 bloody yrs...
2 realised e beauty tat surrounds me..
i wasted 17yrs...instead of being thankful for being alive..
i was consumed by anger n hatred...
now im different...
im changing from an ugly midget into a beautiful firefly...
i wan 2 spread my light of happiness far n wide...
n tis is all because of U...
B..e day u came into my life...
i began 2 see things from a different view...
u lifted me out of e deep black hole...
e gaf me strength 2 face my fears....
in e past...we haf 2 go thru daily conflicts..
misunderstandings n lots of voice-raising...
2 get 2 where we are today...
im so thankful tat thru out e rough patch..
i haf my friends 2 count on to...u noe hu u r...
i lurve u guys...thank u 4 everithing...
e hang outs...e talks...e hugs...
i can nvr repay dem...
2 Mak...Bapak..Kakak...
even though u 3 wun be able 2 read tis...
i wud jus like 2 express my gratitude 2 u 3...
im sorry 4 all e bad things ive done...
sorry 4 all e tears u shed...e worries...
im sorry...i realise e value of family...
how deep e love runs in my veins..
even though we dun express dem...
2 all whus reading...
value ur love ones...especially ur family...
b4 u lose dem 4 eternity...
show dem ur care n concern...most importantly respect...
im saying tis 2 show tat im a perfect filial daughter...
im not perfect..noone will ever b...
but im trying...