Bestfriend?

do u happen 2 haf a bestfriend??
if u do..i suggest u not 2 continue reading...
ehhehe..yaLa..dun wan 2 offend anione...
:) if u dun mind..carry on reading...hehhehe

Bestfriends...ermm...
who are dey??
friends who haf been der 4 u..
thru ups n downs...
always hang out together..
share e most darkest secrets 2gether..
ermm..if tats e definition of Bestfriends...
den i tink i got lots of dem...
my friends been der 4 me wen i nid dem e most...
n i can always count on dem if i haf a prob...
even if not always...i appreciate wat dey haf done 4 me..
so wat exactly is a Bestfriend?
sumtimes i envy those people who haf one...
sum of e people i noe..haf more den 1..
wow!!damn...im green wit envy...
i nvr had 1...
oh wait..well...even if i treat e other person a bestfriend..
she/he doesnt seem 2 do e same...
haiz..once i had a "bestfriend" in pri sch..
we got 2 noe each other in pri1 1st day of sch...
we happen 2 live in e same blk..so we took e same sch bus 2 sch..
at 1st ackward arh...but after sumtime...
i spend most of my weekend afternoons der...
n i tot 2 myself...wow!i haf a bestfriend...
it wen on 4 a few mths...
we were so close...even during recess time we wan 2 eat 2gether..
wit our "buddies" in tow..hehehhe... so much fun...we nvr arguement...
den one unfortunate day...wen my sister came 2 fetch me from sch...
she told me wat she overheard wat my "bestfriend" said 2 her mom...
"Mama...si Zalina 2 mulu dia bising seh...dia blah blah blah"...
sheeshhh!!!wat e hell...i tot she was my "bestfriend"...
kepantat btol...*sorry Nut pinjam jap ehh*
but e funni thing is..e next she acted as if nothing happen..
sheeshh...wat e hell..
tat was my 1st experience of mistakenly tot i haf a "bestfriend"...
e 2nd happen in sec sch...
sec1..wow...im was like..wow..
hehehe da besarla konon...
khrekhkre...i look ard my new classrm..
wow..hehhe okok...
at 1st okay...i made alot of frens...both guys n gerls...
den i becam really attached a grp of gerls...
attached in a healthy wayla...im still sane..
we hang out together...su m of us haf e same CCA...
n 1 happen 2 be my sister's bestfriend lil sister...
but most of all..i was real close 2 one particular gerl...
we were like sisters...i hang out at her place so often...
i practically noe her whole family..
treated hers like mine...i was so happy..
in my frens diary...*remember e BIODATAs-written diarys...
yeap..i even wrote her as my bestfriend...
wow!!...den sec2 came...
she became a prefect..n i dun...
so we stop hanging out tat often...
den she got 2 noe another gerl...n dey are like close...
i was like..okay...a bit sad arh...coz i dun haf her all 2 myself..
*once again...im not gay or anithing....*
i tot e three of us will be great together..
hang out 2gether n stuffs...wow..another bestfriend...
we bought e same design tshirts...yes all 3 of us..wahhah
wen out 2gether...den i realised...
everytime e three of us g out 2gether...
i always ended up at e back...both of dem will be laughing 2gether in front..
while i tag along...keeping 2 myself...
den...lil by lil...we grew apart...
i wept...wept e lost of a gd friend....
i was so sad...i tot i haf tat 1 fren...a Bestfriend...
but i was wrong...even though we still talk n stuffs..
its jus friends..jus normal friends...
haiz...since den i dun haf ani bestfriends...
i try not to...now i treat all my friends equally...
dey are all my friends..it doesnt realli matter...
coz i love each n everyone of dem...
tak kirala...bdk pri ke, sec ke poly ker..
:) i lurve u guys..n im thankful to haf u guys in my life...
thank u....muacks...
cheers 2 Friendship!!!