Hey...im in school rite now..i noe its late...i wen to attent izzad's audition...he's in da Ohh La La Duet category...he grouped up wit adly & za...cooL...i hope dey will get in...haiz...i donnoe wats wrong wit me tis dayz...i kept criticising everyone i don like..usually i juz shut da fuck up...but i donnoe why i cant control my freaking temper...i donnoe whether im angry or depress...i hate myself lately....i donnoe...i realli donnoe...maybe shark's rite...i kept taking tings so seriously...all tis stress was caused by me...not anione else...i mean..tis sux...i donnoe how to overcome it...i cant talk to anione...but i kept all tis to myself...y do i haf to make tings worse...if only i didnt take wat syawal did too hard...but..but im juz being me...true i never show tat side of me to him...but it doesnt mean i don feel da pinch in da past...i mean..i juz got too far tis time...am i wrong to feel tis way bloggie?..i mean even if i didnt realli show it..doesnt mean i don feel it...rite?haiz..i donnoe..i donnoe how to face dem tomoro...fuck~tis juz sux....