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february updates



1stly i'm getting a pay raise... yeappie!!!

thou it ain't much but yea at least i could give mum more...

got a lil bonus...

armyboy & i celebrated our 1yr anniversary...

celebrated my 22th birthday...

simple but sweet...

lotsa clothes, games, bags, watches, accesories, shoes added to my possession...

went batam with the pantatz...

fun fun fun.....



girlfriends are both overseas....

one in dubai while another is having the time of her life in the philippines..

i changed mp3 twice in a month!!!

can u believe it?

never i tell u.. NEVER... buy any electrical gadgets from mustafa center....

ain't worth the cheap bargain...

the things don't last...

and oh! i got myself a notsonew S700i...

lovely piece of junk...

okay people..

enjoy the pics below...

a saviour or a failure

i likelove making others happysmile...
it's like a favourite hobby/habit/or whatever u name it...
be it buying small gifts or making a bigfool of myself...
it works everytime...
but..
not with u...
why?

i'm a emotionmagnet kindofperson...
i'd feel sad when someone around me is sad...
i'd feel mad when someone around me is mad...
i'd feel happy when someone aroud me is happy...
it is just.... me...
i can't help it...

when i really like/appreaciate/love someone....
i'd go thru great length to make sure that one person feel good bout themselves...
[[pardon me if i have made u(in general) pissed...
i'm good at that too... heh~]]

so help me out here...
help me so i can help u...
and when that happen u're actualy helping me to help u...



//i need to feel good about myself...

red card

i have enough of this....
getting on my nerves....
i want to get out of here...
really....
it doesn't pay to be nice or obedient....
u still barks as usual....
sheeshhh....
what more do you want?
don't u throw your temper at me for having a useless husband....
don't put the blame on me....
what gives u the rights over me?
seriously cos u gave birth to me?
sheesh...
u never actually cared...
since the begining...
she got the best...
everything she does is magical...
i can't even get a congratulations when i get top 5...
her friends are perfect...
while mine are way-wards...
that's what you think....
cos u never ever bother getting to know them....
f*ck this nonsense...
u never change...


//i've made my stand...

having 24hours each day is just not sufficient...
spending an average 10hours at work...
going out..
sleeping...
it's just not enough...

new beginning or simply the end?

so..
we're moving out...
but i can't make out whether it is a good beginning or simply the end...
been thinking...
should i take a step further or should i remain where i am...
& make the best out of it....

i wonder....