a saviour or a failure

i likelove making others happysmile...
it's like a favourite hobby/habit/or whatever u name it...
be it buying small gifts or making a bigfool of myself...
it works everytime...
but..
not with u...
why?

i'm a emotionmagnet kindofperson...
i'd feel sad when someone around me is sad...
i'd feel mad when someone around me is mad...
i'd feel happy when someone aroud me is happy...
it is just.... me...
i can't help it...

when i really like/appreaciate/love someone....
i'd go thru great length to make sure that one person feel good bout themselves...
[[pardon me if i have made u(in general) pissed...
i'm good at that too... heh~]]

so help me out here...
help me so i can help u...
and when that happen u're actualy helping me to help u...



//i need to feel good about myself...