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1 word to describe how i feel today is: down

i feel so effing unwanted..
chucked aside when something/someone new comes along..
damnit..
if i could just cry..
i would..
5months..
5months..
i spent hours afer work to finish up the mess..
and now..
she's going to oversee everything..
what the hell..
then what's the use of me here..
she's practically be doing what i've been doing..
bah~


// i need a hug.. please...