today's da worse day i ever had in this entire month of Ramadhan...1st i cant even do my mechanics..let alone pass....den i've been accused of being selfish...it is so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!one bad thing leads to another...how terrible can da day be....i truly cant believe my ears wen he told i'm selfish...how cud he?!juz a small mistake n he called me selfish....he cud haf easily told me..but he didnt...i respect his idea of not wanting to ruin my day...but by doing so...he spoilt it all da same..he lied...okie i did lie in da past...but its in da past isnt it?y must he bring it up??how am i suppose to learn from my mistakes if he keeps bringing up da past....
arghHhHh!!!i hate myself...it all begin wit me..i had da wrong frens...da wrong attitude....im all wrong....wrong wrong wrong!!!!!!how stupid can i be!!!i cant even picked up da slightest thing!!!ARE U BLIND LYN!!!!!................................................................................................................................................................................................................i lurve him so much....but i donnoe....nothing i do seem to please him.........i donnoe wat to do...i realli donnoe wat to do.....oh God!!!i feel so terrible....i feel terrible....terrible!!!!