im feel terrible....oh god!!i am so afraid to losing him...i dun wan to....its been almost 7 months...yet da past is still haunting me....y cant dey juz leave me alone....im so ashame...i dunnoe how to face him...all i wanted was to start anew...i wan my life back...i wanna be back in track...is tat hard to ask??
every corner i turn..i risked bumping into those morons...i regret all those times i made those choices....i shud haf known....i realli shud..oh..i feel so terrible...i nid him now....i lurve him so much....i never felt tis terrible ever since granny past away....y must it happen now??of all times...he may not be da man of my dreams...but he loves me for who i am....n tat is enuff....i never felt tis loved by 1 man...argh!!!i freaking paranoid!!!but i juz don wan to lose him....he's too precious....i wan to live my whole life wit him....