Thursday, July 29, 2004

Rejuvenated....

woke up tis morning feeling rather SLEEPY...
didnt go 2 class..once again...
haiz..
yesterday was my last day werking at 7elevens...
sheeesshhh..acted as if nothings gonna happen...
didnt tell anione im quitting...hahhha
felt bad though...
im torn between making $$ and getting attendance...
i nid e money 4 sch...n i nid e attendance 2 get thru sch...
oh well..
i tink its betta 4 me 2 stop werking...
i cant afford 2 fail animore..
nid 2 improve BADLY...
my math is not improving...neither is my meng...
i nid help...4 math..
anione willing 2 gif me FREE math tuition??

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Train - Ordinary

Whose eyes am I behind
I don’t recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I don’t want this to be the way that you see me

I don’t understand anything anymore
In this world that I’m tired of
Is taking me right up these walls

That I climb up
To get to your story
It’s anything but ordinary

And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need with mine
‘Cause your what I need so very but im anything but ordinary

Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation


You are the one look what you’ve done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You’re just a kid
You weren’t ready for what you did

And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need with mine
‘Cause you what I need so very but im anything but ordinary

I think im trying to save the world from you
You’ve been saving me too
We could just stay in and save each other

Im anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
Im anything but ordinary
(ordinary)

Wearing out....

alo...
im so worn out...arghh!!!
skipped class 2day...
arghh!!!!received 3 low attendance emails..
im so DEAD!!!
im quitting my 7eleven job...
its just 2 tiring 4 me...
i cant seem 2 juggle sch wit werk animore...
its just 2 stressful...
aniway..ive decided 2 werk onli on Sats & Suns...
other den tat no way...
i will jus end up not going to sch e next day...
like ive been doing now..
arghh!!!
im like so behind time sia..
ive got tutorials, practical reports, practical exercises2 finish up...
arghh!!!!im so sleepy....
im so worn out....
i wanna sleep...rite NOW!!!
but i cant...
i need 2 finish up my tutorials since im werking 2nite...
my last nite werking...wooohooo!!!!
cant wait 4 it 2 b over...
i still donnoe if my pay is in a not??
menah said its in...but i still haven check yet...
hope its in by 2day...nid 2 buy new clothes 4 tis Sat presentation...
arghh!!!!!
aku LAPAR....
going to e ctn 2 eat now...bubyeee...

Thursday, July 22, 2004

TuRN BaCK TiMe..

rite now..
i wish i cud turn back time..
ders so many things i haf not yet fulfill @ e age of 19..
n i wish 2 fulfill dem b4 i go...
no..im not dying...
not jus yet...
how i wish...
how i wishhhhhh.....

CuRReNTLy oN My MiND...

Clay Aiken - Measure of a Man

If one day you discover him
Broken down he's lost everything
No cars, no fancy clothes to make him who he's not
The woman at his side is all that he has got
Why do you ask him move to heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth?

Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it is down to the wire
Would he gave his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that how you measure a man?

If by chance all he had to give you
Was three words wrapped around his finger
Would that be deep enough at the end of every day
And how will you ever know
If a man is what he says?


Why do you ask him to move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth
Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When its down to the wire

Would he give his life up to be all he can
Is that, is that, is that how you measure a man?

He never gives up
That broken dream
His world goes around in wonder it seems
Is that how you know
Is that what it means?

Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
Would he will be your anchor when the dark unfolds
Would he always love you the best that he knows?

Would he give his life up
To be all that he can
Is that, is that, is that how you measure a man?

Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it is down to the wire
Would he gave his life up
To be all he can

Is that, is that, is that, how you measure oh...
Is that, is that, is that, how your measure a man?