paper&pen

you're on the steep learning curve
that's what someone told...
how true...
the higher i climb, the further i roll down the hill of progress...

moral of the story, i need better hiking boots...

hah!
the pressure is making me fat...
yes it is...
i have the urge to eat&eat...
but i hardly have room for more...
feeling bloated at the end of the day is definitely not pleasant...
worse still i am not even hungry in the 1st place!!!!!!!
i just need to eat to stay sane...
so should i starve or get fat?



//life is a bed of roses with thorns sticking out of the bush

mini asylum

within this 2x1m "cell", i tried carving an identity...
am i what i sought to be?
it's hard to know where i really stand amidst this mess...
i feel useless...
i feel weak...
positivity seems bleak...
giving up is not an option...
so back i go to this 2x1m cell...
seeking... searching for that identity i long craved for...



//the balding effect have started...

want list

i don't need this...

really i don't....




//putting up a pretence

happy happy happy us

HAPPY 9MONTHS ARMYBOY!!!




//lets pop the champagne and dance the night away.....

entitlement

a long and hard day...
armyboy's off to camp...
1week...
i can handle this...

2nd week of engineering...
1word: TOUGH
but i'm learning...
rather S.L.O.W.L.Y

bill's all cleared...
no more unpaid dues...
still hate going home...



//learn to appreciate you more each day....