greeeeeattt..just great!

checked my new timetable..every single module fits perfectly..thank god!!ain't going to stay for another 6more months..yahooo!!!!!

my resolution for the upcoming semester:
1. the MOST important thing..always attend class...attendance is very very IMPORTANT!!
2. hand in all assignments and report..another important factor in attaining good grades...
3. do not..and i mean DO NOT forget to study for all tests and quizes...
4. write every single thing that have to be done for that particular module..plus the test dates...
5. last but not least..if possible try boot licking the lecturers once in a wile..that ought to put youme in their good books....

wish me luck people....

sticky, smelly & tired

feel rather shitty now...wished i hadn't done what i did...it's terrible enough snooping around things that aren't mine...and even worse when you stumble upon things that just not meant to be known...arghh!!!
i feel bad, angry, shocked and upset all at the same time..i'm confused...sometimes i wished you would talk to me..not just bout your family and mine...i want to know all your friends..yes ALL...including the ones of the opposite sex...i hate getting upset when i discover new things..just like you discovering a new friend on my list...(frankly i have no idea how he got there)
tomorrow's a sunday...wonder how it'll be like?...

Bleargh..

black high cuts..black tee..tight pants..
not the ideal workshop outfit...
sweat it out(not much arh) today at the carpentry room..ehehe like finally...i'm able to do something useful..instead of wasting the time away at the complab...hehehehe
working today..hehehe
need money...hmm...anyone interested in giving me some money??
hmm not...
okay...never mind..
can't believe i forgave you again..ahak~ can't believe i actually bought that imsosorry crap of yours..ouh what the hell..i love you..and that what matters...hehehe

*sigh*

sometimes i wish..people will understand me..and perhaps appreciate me a little more...i can't be there all the time..can i??i've got my own life to live for not yours or yours or even yours..
i'm tired of being misjudged most of the time...
i am what i am...
i like making friends...i want to make friends...basically i am FRIENDLY...for god's sake...my behaviour is neutral towards everyone...i like the things i do..whether it's bad or good..it doesn't concern anyone what i like to do...because it DOES NOT have any effect on you..i know my limits...what it takes is trust...frankly..you people have no right to be mad...who's the one invading my privacy??judging me by the words i said..by the things i did...
i have rights too you know..the right to my own privacy...i've never tried intrude in your personal spaces so why must you??i trust you with my life..and you can't even trust me for my words..
i'm crushed..i've tolerated enough of this...this time it's no more about you...it's about me...cos it's my live...if you don't like it..you might as well get up and leave....

eeeNUF!!

morning to afternoon in school...evening to early morning working...then goes to school til afternoon...and the cycle goes on and on...
i'm so tired..
wish i could break the cycle...
haiz...