poem 4 u..

i donnoe wat to do now..
i donnoe wat to say..
we're completely 2 individuals..
lost in e wilderness called LOVE..
things change people say..
but do they?
nothing lasts forever..
thats what u say..
im confused..
im weathered..
i just wish all this will be over soon..
cos i miss u like crazy..
just hope things will be better for us in e future..

im emotional unstable....

terrible...
pain...
sadness...

meet an old fren 2day...he changed alot...
went to sch to study...n guess who i met...haiz...
i really donnoe how to react...shud i b skipping wit joy...
or shud i juz show e ego side of me...
"where r we now?" i wished i cud haf asked to him...haiz..terrible..

a day in sch...haiz...

hey ya!!im back....hehehe for da time being i mean..hahha duh~im in sch rite now..hahah i haf another 3 bloody hrs b4 watching da OoOoOH LaAaAa LaAaAa thingy...hahha i hope shark & da gang do well..ehehhe i juz finish reading nad's blog...oOoOoOoOoO.....do i feel da pinch babeh!!!haiz...i donnoe la eh...haiz...sch going as per normal wit me...
*dreaming* next week BREAK!!!time to party!!!WoOoOH!!!
ermmm i donnoe if things gonna be back to normal wit him...i realli donnoe...kinda confuse bout things rite now...ah well...juz go wit da flow perhaps...well...i gotta go babeh!!eheheh see ya!!!
MUACKSSSS!!!!! tata~

Mornz...i feel terrible...argh!!n i feel stupid at da same time...how can i be so sure he will be der....i waited like an idiot...damn!!why i cant see it...Lyn!!get a grip of urself...its not his fault he wasnt der...its urs...wat made u think u can catch a glimpse of him...wat made u think u r good enough for him...u DOPE!!!argh!!!!!!

hey...happy eid mubarak to u....haiz...im totally worn out...it was a great gathering over at my aunt's place...i ought 2 b realli happy todae...but i don...i feel terrible...my heart aches alot...i don seem to noe y?..mayb i juz miss him...perhaps...i donnoe..sumhow i feel he doesnt realli care...he kept saying his feeling havent change...but deep inside me...i doubt it...i donnoe..i mean...its like it seem he doesnt seem to b interested to make things better....maybe its my fault all tis haf to happen...i donnoe...im hurt...im realli hurt...may Allah guide me thru tis hard times...4 now...i will juz live my life as per normal...Ady's bdae coming up...i haf to find a cake...nad insist of me baking it...ah well..i will try my best...gd nite bloggie...muacks...
tata~